Dear diary
I dreamed last night about school. I can't go to school because I'm too sick. I wouldn't want to anyways. I have no hair everyone would point and laugh because that's what teens do. They point out other's flaws so no one sees there own. I would rather stay at the hospital with Fiona since I don't have any other friends. Tiffany used to be my friend but once she was better she left and we don't talk anymore because she is too popular to be friends with a "cancer girl". I don't plan on making friends but Fiona wants me to. It's not going to help. Nothing can save me from the cancer because I'm giving up I just wish people would see that and stop trying to help. Fiona should be helping someone who has a chance. Blake should go to college. Mom should go home and go see Lily or Lily's grave anyways. And I should go above or down depending on what God decides. Fiona says her daughter is a sweet girl so now I'm meeting someone. Her name is Chloe she has straight blonde hair that is shoulder length with green eyes. She walks up and hugs me. I just stand there hugging is not really my thing. She introduces herself and I introduce myself. We talk till treatment time then she gives me her number and leaves. She's a nice girl but she doesn't need me. And I don't need more people to hurt. After my treatment I go to my room and I have a text. It's from Chloe I should've just not responded but she was nice and it's been a long time so why not just chat for a while.
Chloe: hi
Ash: hey
Chloe: how was treatment
Ash: same as usual
Chloe: so what do you like
Ash: idk books,dreaming,purple that's about it
Chloe: oh well I like movies,dancing,and green
Ash: really you don't like pink most blondes love pink
Chloe: stereotypical blondes like pink I'm different
Ash: why are you talking to me don't you have other friends that aren't destined to die to talk to?
Chloe: your already giving up please don't just give me a chance I swear I'll make you want to live !!
Ash: I doubt it
Chloe: I have to go study ttyl
Ash: bye
She says she'll help me but that's what they all say till they learn I can't be helped. She'll forget I even exist in a few days.
-Ash
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I'm a Dreamer
RomanceCancer. A word no one wants to hear. For Ash it's what is killing her. For Rose it's what is defining her. For Luke it's what is motivating him. For Chloe it's what she is watching. For the four of them it's what brought them together.
