Dear diary
I'm writing a diary. Why? I don't know they said it might help but then again they say a lot of things that aren't true. Like we're all a family or the medicine helps or I'm getting better. I'm not I'll never get better but I will dream of getting better. They always tell me to be positive but how can I possibly be positive when my own body is against me. I'm Ash the negative girl. The girl that has no hair. The girl that dreams too much. The girl with cancer. It's what defines me. But I want to be remembered for writing a book or making my dreams come true not for dying of cancer. The therapist tells me I dream too much but she is probably lying. I've come to the conclusion that this world is full of lies. Like when my sister said she was fine or when mom said dad would come back or when brother said we have plenty of money. Or when the doctors say the treatment is working. I have to go to sleep now I need to dream because I don't know what dream will be my last.
-Ash
YOU ARE READING
I'm a Dreamer
RomansaCancer. A word no one wants to hear. For Ash it's what is killing her. For Rose it's what is defining her. For Luke it's what is motivating him. For Chloe it's what she is watching. For the four of them it's what brought them together.
