I'm immensely sorry for not writing in a while. I was slumped for a while but i found a motivation and I'm finally going to update and most likely finish this story. Thank you to the people who have voted for previous chapters. I love you all enjoy !!! 💜
Dear journal
I've been in the bathroom a lot lately. Mainly so Ash won't see me broken but also because I don't want to say goodbye. I keep looking out the window. The clouds above so white and fluffy. Sometimes they are grey hinting that it's gonna rain. Some days they are almost black heavy with rain and lighting all around the sound of thunder signaling a storm. Those clouds are the clouds I relate to. I'm filled with Grief ,my cuts scattered all around on my body with my sobs signaling a heart break. I've never felt such intense pain. Ash is almost gone. The doctors say it won't be long. Rose and Chloe come every day both leaving in tears each day. The hospital has gotten darker but so has everything else in my life. The end is near and no one is ready. I'm preparing myself for goodbye but I don't know if I'm preparing myself for the future. My future has always been planned and I always knew what was next but this is a totally new experience. Pain. Something I've never truly felt until now. The clouds are light but rain is coming the dark cloud signaling rain isn't out the window it's the broken human looking out the window.
-Luke
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I'm a Dreamer
RomanceCancer. A word no one wants to hear. For Ash it's what is killing her. For Rose it's what is defining her. For Luke it's what is motivating him. For Chloe it's what she is watching. For the four of them it's what brought them together.
