Out Of Love [BTS ff]

《 8 》

V took the small animal plushie that sat next to his and waved its arms at me. I bit my lip, but it didn't do anything to hide the huge smile growing on my face.

"Hehe," he giggled cutely. My heart nearly stopped. "What's your name, beautiful one?" My heart melted.

Oddly, I felt suddenly  confident. I stuck my arms out and leaned against the table. "Sign it to Cheon Song Mi... your future girlfriend," I winked and shot a finger gun at him. His smile grew as he laughed hysterically. OH GOD WHAT IN THE WORLD DID I JUST DO. HYE SOO YOU'RE GONNA GET IT WHEN WE GET HOME TODAY!

"WellI'm lucky that my future girlfriend is cute," V commented. I took my hands off the table and folded my them behind my back, back to being shy. But even still my smile wouldn't leave me.

"Uh, can I um, get a picture with you?" I muttered after he handed me the piece of paper. He nodded and smiled.

I stuck the phone out in front of us. V's finger hovered over the button. "Ready? Let's made ugly faces. One, two, three!" He clicked the button and took the picture.

"Ehh, you didn't make a face," V whined.

"That's 'cause I'm ugly without having to do anything."

He laughed. "Maybe to you but you don't fit my definition of ugly." V pinched my cheeks and stretched them. My eyes grew wide and my heart stopped beating at his touch. I think I was smiling but I think it ended out as a more creepy / embarrassed smile where my lips pressed on together in a straight line.

"Ok, let's do it again." In the end, we took 3 photos: one with ugly faces, another with cute faces, and the last one with us doing V signs.

We were getting ready to take one last picture. I joined the ends of my palm together to make a V under my face, and I didn't realised, but V faced me, making a kissy face. I started blushing right after the picture was taken.

As I thanked him, his expression changed. "Hey, your voice sounds kind of familiar... have we met before?" My eyes grew. How could he remember my potato voice? I didn't even speak much.

"Who knows..." I responded, staring at the ground. I bowed to him, and then I was standing before the person that made me want to hide in fear, but hug out of love.

I cleared my throat awkwardly. Aish, look at him. Look at him or he'll know, and you can't let him know. You're not Jung Hye Soo right now, you're not his little sister. You are a fan who's just here to enjoy the concert and meet her idols.

But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't persuade myself. I drew in a deep breath and exhaled. My head lifted so my eyes could be filled with the sight of him. I couldn't see anything else but him.

"Hello. I'm J-... Cheon Song Mi," I greeted as confidently as possible. Ho Seok... no, J-Hope's smile wore off at the sight of me. What do I do... he knows.

I poked the inside of my cheek with my tongue and took a silent deep breath. "AHHHHH J-HOBI OPPA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND CUTE AHHHH!" my squealing caused everyone to stare at me, including V and Hye Jung. I bit my lip and dug my nails into my wrist. Cringeeee.

I heard a laugh. Surprisingly, it was from J-Hope. "Ayyy, thank youuu~. For being such an amazing fan, I love you, too!" his hands formed a heart above his head. My teeth showed awkwardly as I half smiled.

As he was signing, I mustered the courage to ask, "Um, I'm trying to take pictures with all the members... you think I can take one with you?" My hands scrunched up the fabric of my T-shirt, and I was sure they were all wrinkly now.

"Ah, of course! Anything for a beloved fan." The words struck me hard. I thanked him and we took pictures after he handed me the slip of paper he signed. He held onto the camera with one hand and made half a heart with the other. Hesitantly, I connected the it to form the heart.

"Say, kimchiiiiiii!" he smiled widely.
I laughed. "Kimchiiii?" I repeated. My smile was genuine in the picture we took. I just hoped that his was too...

"Oi, beloved kimchi fan! It's my turn with you!" I turned and saw Rap Monster waving to me with his dimpled smile that pretty much made me melt. I bowed and made my way towards him, when Hye Jung grabbed my arm.

"What was that earlier? Since when were you such a big fan of J-Hope?" Hye Jung whispered. My eyes shifted around the room.

"I always wad..." I whispered as softly as possible, afraid he might hear. I turned around but I felt a tug again.

"I'm sorry to disturb you both, but J-Hope here is my favorite BTS member and H-" I cleared my throat loudly and started fake coughing as she said my name.

"Omo, are you okay?" Hye Jung rubbed my back in worry. I put up my hand and nodded.

"I just choked," I said, the lie becoming true.

A hand holding a water bottle stretched past the table. "Here you go," I looked up to see Rap Monster looking at me with eyes of worry. I bowed and took the water bottle and drank some water. I've never loved water so much.

"Anyway, since she's my best friend, can we take and picture all together?" J-Hope agreed to the request and we posed for the selfie, with Rap Monster photobombing us. Right after, I went to Rap Monster and apologized for taking his water. At the same time, I thanked him.

"I suppose you want a picture? Noticing from how the you took one with the rest of the members. You know, unless you only didn't want one with me. In that case this would be very awkward," he nodded awkwardly with his hands folded on his lap before he started to sign his name. I nodded awkwardly with him, making the entire situation even more awkward. "Ok nevermind! What's your name?"

I chuckled. "I'm Cheon Song Mi. And I DID want a picture, by the way." He gave me his signed paper and looked up at me. A smile grew on his face as I handed him my phone. Once my time with Rap Monster was over, I stood at the side and waited for Hye Jung. Phew... now I need to get past stage 2. Dammit Kookie why did you get me freaking front row seats?

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A/N:

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