Rachel's POV
I look through the comments on my Instagram and my dms. They're all pretty nice until I catch one: "Oml ahaha I can't believe Sean and Signe adopted you, you realize now that they have another child they're just going to forget about you. Honestly you might as well Kill yourself right now before it breaks your heart." I try to ignore it, yes it hurt.. but it's just one right? Sean always says that there will always be someone that won't like me.. I ignore what my heart is telling me and I continue to scroll down. More and more hate. I only care to notice the hate, which is a horrible idea but I want to see what they're saying about me. "LMAO I can't believe anybody even likes you, you're such an ugly ass hoe who doesn't deserve to be Jack's kid." "They don't love you" My heart starts to ache. I feel warm droplets crawl down my face. I turn off my phone and lay in my bed. Did I even name the dog? Ok well if I did I'm renaming him Charlie. Charlie jumps onto my bed and lays next to me. It kind of shakes my whole bed since he's getting so big. I just keep sobbing. I hear my bedroom door twist open. I see Sean walk in at the corner of my eye. He walks over and sits in my bed. He's holding Olivia, who's just happily cooing. "What's wrong Rachel?" He asks in a concerned tone. I just lay my head on his shoulder, he does a thing where he ends up holding Olivia with one arm and he wraps the other around me. This gives me room to bury my face into his chest. "What is it?"
I try to find my way to stop sobbing. He grabs my phone and looks through what I'm looking through. He shakes his head. "God damnit!" He yells in anger. Olivia doesn't seem to care about his screams and she keeps on cooing like nothing happened. I keep sobbing. "Maybe she can cheer you up?" He places Olivia into my arms. I just look down at her beautiful face, she actually kind of looks like me too.. brown hair and blue eyes just like me. "I know these people can bring you down Rachel, it's going to happen to this whole family.. but think about it.. they're just jealous of your beautiful face." He says in a comforting tone. I laugh a little bit. I keep staring down at Olivia's beautiful face. "I have to go record some things and Signe's out at the shops with her friends.. could you possibly watch her for a little bit?" I nod. He leaves my room. Olivia grabs onto my finger and squeezes it. (My baby nephew does that all the time to me and I have to say, it's like the cutest thing ever) I laugh a little bit. Her face starts to crunch up and she begins to cry. What does she want?! What does she need?! Well if I was her I would want food so I'm just going to make her a bottle. I carry her downstairs. I put some baby formula and stuff ok make bottle wheeee. (I have no idea how to make a baby bottle ok sh.) I stick it in her mouth. She drinks gracefully. I walk over to the couch and sit down. I get a baby pillow thing and I rest her on that so I don't have to hold her while I sit down. I turn on the tv and watch some random drama tv show that's on. Olivia stretches out her arms and touches my face. I smile. I get a little soccer ball plush and she grabs it and plays around with it.
SHORT CHAPTER IK IK IM SORRY! Anyway I have to do my schoolwork now so sadly I'm going to end the chapter right here, but I had nothing to really add to this chapter anyway except for cute moments between Rachel and Olivia. Originally I wanted Olivia to be a little boy but then I decided to make her a girl last minute so Ye. Anyway tank you for reading! 💕 Boi!
