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Alex is staring at me, he looks like a deer caught in head lights. For a few moments he tries to make his worss come out, but he is struggling. His stammer has increased a lot more than usual. Finally, he gazes down to his hands and mutters "It was Matt Miles it was Matt, and I'm very sorry it was a drunken mistake. We had just finished the set, and the mix of alcohol and adrenaline kicked in. I'm so sorry Miles, I truly am. It didn't mean to get out of hand, but it did. I don't love him I love you!".
I look over to Miles to see his reaction to my confession, not good. His face is a mixture of anger sadness and betrayal. "I'm going to fucking kill him" Miles shouts. "Look Miles please don't, it was a drunken mistake it meant nothing! I swear!" I plead. Miles doesn't respond but simply lays back in his seat, and puts his head into his hands. I decide to leave it, until we have got out of the taxi. It might not be wise to have a full on fight here.
How could he do this to me? I don't understand? If our love meant so much to him, why would he cheat on me? Not only that, it was with Matt to! The same Matt, who I thought was a good friend. Everyone by now knows that me and Alex are a couple, I mean it's been all over the press! Matt doesn't have an excuse for his behaviour, and neither does Alex for a fact! I mean I know what drink does to you, but come on that's ridiculous! I bet Matt wanted this all along, I mean you can tell.
I grab my phone out of my pocket and my ear phones, I can use it a lot better now. The lads have been showing me. I'm not making any real accounts, where you get verification. I don't want people to pry on my life. Even though, some might argue I could just get the accounts and not post anything. What's the point in that? Although, I've learned some perks of technology and one of them been music. I go onto Spotify and click on a random song. Music softly sings in my ears, my eyes become tired.
How could he fall asleep at a crucial time like this? I ask the taxi driver how long till we are at our destination "about 2 minutes mate" he calls. I was hoping that would wake Alex up, but obviously not. I look over him. He's still Alex, he has his head reasted on the window and his eyes tight shut. Something has gone, he betrayed me I think and my heart shatters. He never loved me. Why would anyone like Alex Turner love me? Tears begin to fall again I let them drip down my face, I'm unable to summon the strength to wipe them away.
Slight bumping, awakes me and a familiar pair of strong arms are around me. Miles is carrying me. "Alex don't think that this means you're forgiven, the taxi driver wanted us out so I had to carry you" Miles snarls. I almost jump out of his arms but I decide to snuggle further into them. Miles didn't complain so I guess it's okay. I press my head into his chest. How he is managing to lift me and his bags baffles me, but I'm not complaining. After a short while, Miles plonks me down on the floor.
"Right Alex it's your tour bus so you go in first, I will follow with my bags" I say to Alex. "Okay Mi" Alex says dragging out the i. "And please don't call me Mi Alex" I say. Alex turns pouts at me, and enters the bus, he's met with cheers and shouts and I hear Matt say "Where's Miles then?". I take this as my cue to enter. "Hiya everyone" I say a big fake smile all over my face, no doubt my eyes will be red from crying; i'm sure the lads will just think it's from travelling. I dump my stuff and say to Matt, who's having a beer "Mind if I ahve a word outside Matt?".
They have been gone for at least 15 minutes, I needed to check up on them. "Hey lads just going for a quick smoke" I say with a wink. "I'll join you Alex" Jamie says. "Nah just need to clear me head a bit, mind if you could wait till after I've come back in?" I say but don't wait for a answer, I just go. I will never forget the sight I see when I step outside.
Okay, maybe this was getting good either way I knew it would end up with me bashing Matt's head in. I hear someone approach us, but I still don't unpin Matt from the ground. I think he has got the message, he if he so much as looks at Alex anymore I'm going to kill him that's for sure. I look down at my work Matt is back and blue the only thing I've left alone are his arms, hands and feet as he needs them for the drums. I've also left his mouth as he occasionally sings backing vocals for the Monkeys.
"Please stop Miles" I scream over and over pulling Miles off Matt. "Oh you've come to save your boyfriend have you Alex?" Miles questions me. "No Miles I have simply saved his life that's all, he doesn't deserve to die over a drunken mistake! Plus I was the one who kissed him first if you must know! I was sick of you not been here, and I needed some relief and Matt was that relief. If you just accepted my request,
for you to join The Arctic Monkeys none of this would of happened in the first place Miles"...
