I wake up, l squirm in the bright light. I stretch out and hit another body. Alex? It can't be. What happened last night? I look around we aren't in the tour bus. It looks like some cheap hotel of some sorts. I can't remember anything that happened last night. I can only remember beating up Matt and that's it! Shit I've really fucked up. It feels like someone is banging the drums in my head, that someone probably Matt. Okay, I really have to calm down about this Matt thing. How am I so in love with Alex already? Just looking at him now in this early morning light makes my heart melt, even after he has cheated on me. The lyrics from Come Closer echo in my head Your reasons, don't make any sense I'll never rely on you
And you're draped on him while you're staring at me.
I wake up to a slight sound from across the bed. Humming. Miles is humming Come Closer. Not how I expected to be woken up, but this is a good sign right? I'm hoping so. I don't have a clue how to start the conversation with Miles. He either looks like he's going to punch me or cry. Either of them options can't be good. He was just sat up staring at me, weighing out what he should do in this situation.
What should I do with Alex? He's hurt me but how could I ever leave him? I can't live without him and that's the problem, he can obviously live without me. Fuck it. I grab Alex and pin him down on the bed. He let's out a moan and I'm not sure if it's out of pleasure, or because he's scared of me. I lay on top of him and kiss him harder than I ever have before. When we stop for breath I say "don't you ever cheat on me again Alex". I don't give him a chance to reply, before I start to attack his neck with love bites replacing the ones that Matt had left previously. "Now that I've marked you, your mine. Do you hear me?" I am almost screaming at Alex. "Yes Miles I understand".
Well lucky for me Miles seems to have forgiven me, even if he's been a little angry about it. But who could blame him? I push myself off Miles and he seems visibly disappointed, but he doesn't show that in his voice when he says " sick of me already la?". "No Miles, but if you haven't noticed already that we are in some random motel. We need to go back to the tour bus, and sort things out. I know that you won't want to, but can you at least try and be civil with Matt. As you've made you point clear, about what you think about him. He won't be coming near me any time soon, or at all for that matter in a romantic way ever again I doubt. So will you just get dressed, and we will go back to the tour bus".
Me and Alex got ready and walked the short distance back to the tour bus. To be truthful, I have no clue about what happened last night. I only remember beating up Matt, and then after that it's a blur. "So Alex how did we end up in a random motel room?" "Well I went looking for you because you hadn't returned after beating up Matt. I found you getting kicked out, and nearly getting yourself beat up by a bouncer outdide a club. I decided to take you to a Motel for the night. Before you ask we didn't do anything either". "So Turner are we okay or not?". "Yes Miles we are, I love you a whole lot".
The rest of the journey was silent, back to the tour bus. And to my surprise their wasn't anyone in the tour bus, when we got in. Looks like they might gone out for the day or something. "Right Miles go and clean up because we are going out tonight, with the lads to sort this out". "But Alex it's only 11 am why do I need to get ready now?". Miles had a good point there. "Oh shit I didn't know the time".
Me and Alex just slept pretty much all day. So by the time 6pm came my hangover had gone, almost. Why was I worried about when the lads would return? It was Matt who was the one cheating, with my Alex so he should we the one worrying not me. Did I overstep the mark slightly? Did I over react? When the lads finally did return claiming that they wanted to check out the local town. And also, to give us some space. I went up to Matt "Look I'm sorry about what happened yesterday, I hope there's no hard feelings". "It's fine Miles it's completely understandable what you did, I forgive you mate".
Right since everyone is friends again I vote that we go clubbing. With that announcement, everyone cheered and left the tour bus.
