Alex's Pov:
I woke up and I felt great. My heart didn't feel empty anymore, only full. Full of the person who was sound asleep next to me, Miles. We were lying tight wrapped around each other, legs and arms tangled. It was the first night I had slept contently, since my break up with my last bird. Well I suppose my next wouldn't be a bird but a stunning man. I watch Miles, this is the man I need to be with. That scares me a lot because I think I've known it all along. I get up even though I don't want to. I go over to the balcony and a rush of sea air hits me. The last time I felt the sea air I had been hit by a truck. As much as I would like to keep hiding away in this hotel room with Miles,we would have to resume the with the tour soon. I would have to discuss this with Miles when he wakes up, I know he will disagree but the fans deserve a show if they had paid for one. I actually feel fine now. I realise that all I have on is the pants that I had on from yesterday, now covered in cum. I don't care right now I just want a cigarette. I go back inside and grab my lighter and cigarettes from my leather jacket. I take a look at the sleeping Miles a true picture of perfection. Did he want to take mine and his relationship further? I mean he did buy those condoms and lube. To be truthful I am scared, I mean I haven't even done anything like that with a man. I don't know if Miles has or not. I mean he has his reputation for flirting with men and women, but does it go any further than that with men? I go back into the balcony and light my cigarette, my mind wanders back through memories of me and Miles. One specific memory flashes in my head. It was the night and the morning before I went on tour with the Arctic Monkeys for AM.
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Me and Miles were getting ready to go out, and I was doing my hair in the mirror of my flat. I felt Miles lingering at the door, probably anxious to go out clubbing. Well he would have to wait because I need perfect my quiff. I take one last look at the mirror it would have to do. I turn to leave but Miles is blocking the entrance."Okay we can leave now" I say to Miles. "What about if I don't want to?" Miles says. "What do you mean I want to enjoy my last night before the tour Miles" I say starting to become angry. "Yeah I'm sorry. Come on forget I even said that. Let's go and have the time of our lives" Miles says. "Yeah sure thing" I say. That was odd I thought, but never mind. We take a taxi to the club, and me and Miles walk eagerly. I notice a difference in Miles though, he seems sad. He will be fine with a few shots in him I think. We enter the club and I order us shots, he takes them but without any enthusiasm. "Hey Miles are you really okay? Because if not we can just go back to my flat, and have a little celebration there?" I say. "Are you sure Alex? I'm just not up to it tonight" Miles says. "Yeah I'm sure we can have a better time on our own anyway" i say. It was meant to lighten the mood but he just frowned at the comment. When we leave the club, we have to wait for a taxi. I light up a cigarette take a drag then pass it to Miles. He gives me a thankfull smile and takes a long drag. Soon a taxi arrives and takes us back to my flat, I pay because I refuse to let Miles. The journey to the flat was quiet, but I let Miles be with his thoughts. He was certainly acting out of character today. Usually, he was up for clubbing and meeting birds and that but tonight he wasn't. And about the bird thing he hasn't had one in a while I think, but I put that thought into the back of my mind. We walk the steps to get to my flat, I fumble around with the keys despite only having a few shots. I finally get the keys to work and we enter my flat. I switch the lights on, and make my way to the kitchen to fetch drinks for me and Miles. When I enter the room I see Miles sat on the sofa and a record on the turntable, The Beatles Abbey Road. Now I know Miles Kane and I know even though he loves the Beatles anyway, he normally plays them when he feels low because they make him feel better. I go over to where he is sitting and pass him a beer "here you are" I say. Miles replies with a hardly audible thanks. "Look I should be going I've completely ruined your night, when you should be out having the time of your life. I mean we were even planning to meet up with the rest of the Monkeys and everything" Miles says. "Miles it's fine honestly I will have enough time with them when I'm touring, it's a long one you know" I say. "Yeah I'm aware of that Alex" Miles says. I sit near him and place my hand on top of his. "Miles are you actually okay?" I say I'm actually very concerned now. "I will be if you have one last dance with me" he says. I happily agree and that's how we ended up dancing close very close to I want you (she's so heavy). Miles seemed to have perked up now, he and me are so close. He has his arms loosely around my waist and his head on my shoulder. We were like a proper couple I think to myself. No that can't be. I don't make an effort to move though, I felt great. I hear Miles singing ever so softly and it makes me smile. When the song finishes he says "I'm gonna miss you Monkey". "I'm gonna miss you too Mi" I say. Why all of a sudden did the fact that I wouldn't see Miles for a long, time seem so bad. I mean I've done this before and most of the time Miles finds the time to visit me. "You are going to visit right?" I say. We were now laying on the sofa him very close to me. "I will try la" he says. In response I grab his hand, i hold it. If Miles had any problems he didn't say. It was late and I was tired. "Right Miles we're going to bed" I say. "Woah Alex Turner asking me to bed who would of thought" he says with a laugh. I just pull him up and drag him to bed. I strip down to my boxers, Miles follows suit. I lay down on the bed, Miles does the same. I think Miles was making an effort not to touch me or something, because he seemed too far away. "You can urm I was wondering, I'm cold so would you cuddle me?" I stutter. It was a lie but I needed Miles right now, and I don't know why. "Of corse la you only just had to ask" Miles says. He turns and grabs me into a embrace. I lay flat against his chest and I felt his rise in heart beat, my heart beat was also increasing. "Good night Mi" I whisper. "Good night Alex" Miles whispers, I swear he was trying to sound seductive. I let sleep over take me. When I wake up I don't even have a hangover. I look around and Miles is next to me. I feel safe and happy around his pressense. I get up and make us both coffee. I drink mine and go and see if Miles is up. I go over to the bed and I see that he has tear stains on his face. "Hey Miles are you okay?" I say setting the coffee down on the table near the bed, then i try gently pushing him trying to wake him up. When he wakes up he says "no I'm not" then he pulls me into the bed. "Woah Miles what's up?" I try to escape from his grasp, despite enjoying it. Miles has me and he puts his face in the crook of my neck "don't leave Alex please" he says. " Aw you daft bugger of corse I have to leave, come on you can visit me while I'm on tour" I say. Miles nods into my neck then pushed me off, and downs the coffee. "I'm going for a shower" he says. I sit on bed my feet dangling off the edge. I've never seen Miles this sad by me leaving, i mean God you would think we were a couple or something. What has got into him? Soon I hear Miles enter the room, and my eyes wander to where he is searching through my wardrobe for something to wear. He has only a towel around his hips and even though I've seen this countless times before, I feel something stirr inside me. He finds something to wear and gets changed right there. He seems to be making it a slow process, as I watch him get into a pair of my boxers some tight fitting white jeans and a Fred Perry shirt. He looks good. "Thanks Alex" Miles says. Shit did I say that out loud. "No problem" I say. I go and throw some clothes on all while Miles watches, I am aware that he is staring but I don't say anything. And what about his behaviour this morning? Is is bad that I actually liked it? So many questions race around my mind, that I almost don't notice that I Miles has his hands on me. And wait he is doing up my zipper on my trousers. "We don't want anyone seeing your boxers Turner, that's only for me remember" he says he tries to play it off as a joke by mocking a posh voice, but it didn't work. "Yeah" I mumble casting my eyes downwards, trying not to look at Miles who is standing right in front of me. I get a feeling he might do something but he doesn't. I cough to break the awkwardness and give a fake laugh. I walk over to my suitcase and start to drag it into my front room. I take a look around and decide not to tidy up. I knew that there was no food so I didn't have to worry about it rotting while i was away. I look up to find Miles staring at me from the corner of the room. "Come on Miles my tour bus will be here soon, and I need to lock up the flat". "Okay I'm coming" Miles says sadness in his voice. He steps ouside my flat and once I've locked up, he insists on carrying my suitcase to the bottom of the stairs for me. I never use the lift, because it had a tendicy to break down. We lean outside the block of flats sharing a cigarette. When the tour bus is in sight Miles kisses me bang on the lips, I am taken a back in suprise, I'm speechless I just stand their agape. "Bye my sweet Alex I will try to visit you" Miles says, and with that he runs off into the day. I just put that moment down to Miles been Miles and I don't think more of it. I enter the tour bus and focus on the tour ahead.
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I am shaken back into reality when drops of rain fall onto my head. I am freezing now. I run back inside to find Miles awake and watching boxing. He loves boxing so much. "Good morning love" I say plonking down next to him. "Good morning Alex" Miles says although he doesn't really notice me as he is engrossed with the boxing. I go over to a little table where a small kettle is provided. I make two cups of coffee and pass one to Miles, he accepts is and says thanks. "So I've been thinking" I say. "Oh God it's never good when you have been thinking" Miles jokes. "No I'm been serious here Miles. I want to continue with the tour and before you complain I'm completely 100% better" I say. "Well I know that I'm never going to win this one, but Alex can we please not go back to touring till tomorrow. Can we have one more night here?" Miles begs. "Yeah of corse" I say unable to say no."I'm just going to phone our manager and we will meet them tomorrow at whatever place we are needed at" I say. I phone our manager and he says that we will be in Liverpool tomorrow, perfect Miles's home land. I get off the phone finally after a good 10 minutes. "So I guess we are needed at a place called Liverpool tomorrow. I hear some famous people are from there - The Beatles urm this guy I think he's called Kane Miles, or is it Miles Kane?" I ask joking. Miles laughs at me and he had tears rolling down his face. I get closer to him and do something unexpected. I lick the tears off his face. "God Al what are you doing man" Miles says still laughing. "I dunno really" I say. Miles must of sensed my hurt because he stopped laughing and put an arm around me. "So we have one more night then" he says with a wink. "Yeah I guess I thought we could go out for dinner or something tonight?" I say. "Alex Turner asking me out on date how could I refuse" Miles says. We spend the day lazing around, watching TV and playing records. We enjoyed our last day before we would have to go back on tour tomorrow.
Miles Pov:
I think it tonight is going to be the night. I mean Alex is giving me all of the right signals. Not to mention we are going on a date. It was about an hour before our date, at a posh restaurant Alex had made a reservation at. Alex was taking a shower and getting ready. I had previously been in the shower so I started to get changed. Fred Perry shirt tight jeans and black boots that will have to do, I didn't pack much in our suitcases. Good job that me and Alex were partially the same size in clothes and shoes, because he would have to borrow something of mine for tonight. Alex walks out of the bathroom looking stunning as ever. He is wearing a tight t-shirt of mine, a pair of red tight jeans and some classic shoes and of corse his leather jacket and sunglasses. "Looking good la" I say. "Thanks love you don't look so bad you self" Alex says. I smirk and grab his hand, I drag him out of the hotel and we decide to walk to the restaurant. It was really posh and I felt underdresssed. We have a great meal but I was nervous. I hope Alex was on the same page as me, for tonight. In fact we haven't even discussed it. As we are walking back to the hotel Alex is slightly tipsy from the wine, and he holds onto me all the way back. When we get back to the hotel I am a bundle of nerves. "So urm Alex I was wondering urm" I stutter. But before I could say anything else he cuts me off with a kiss and he presses against the wall, my head crashes back against the wall but I don't care. I then nearly jump in surprise as I feel Alex undoing my belt, and taking off my jeans. He's still kissing me and I take this as the okay that he really wants to do this. Before he goes any further I break away. "What why did I do something wrong Urr Miles" Alex says eyes full of worry. "No la I was just going to ask if this is what you really want?". "Yes Miles I want this Alex says". That is all I needed I didn't hesitate to pick up Alex, and place him on the bed. I hover over him and take his shirt off. I leave kisses all over his neck, I bite down hard enough to leave marks for all the world to see. He was mine. Alex let's out a moan of pleasure at my biting. Satisfaction fills me his moans are so fucking good. I move slowly down to his waist band I throw off his jeans, and I take my shirt off and jeans. I stare at his already hard cock oh God he looks amazing. I kiss him again and palm his cock through his boxers he is moaning like mad. I wanted to try something "Yeah moan for me like the slut you are Alex" I say. He does even louder this time oh so he likes dirty talking. I can't wait no longer so I take the lube and the condoms out of the draw next to the bed. "Alex are you sure you still want to go through with this?" I say through moans. "Fuck yeah" he says. I rip his boxers off and he then pulls mine off too. "God Miles just do something please" Alex moans. I lube up two fingers and slowly enter them. "Does it hurt" I ask him. "No because I've figured myself with two before" Alex says. I still let Alex get used to my fingers before entering a third, he winces for a second but then pleasure over takes him as I hit his spot. "Again there again" he moans. "Okay love but I'm going to replace the fingers with my cock ,it will hurt for a bit but then it will be worth it" I say. Alex nods. I put on a condom and lube up. No going back now. I enter Alex and he lets out a sound of discomfort. I let him adjust to my cock before moving. It wasn't long before I had found his spot, and he was moaning my name over and over again. Just as I was about to touch him, he let out a loud moan as he came. I followed soon after. That was truly magical. I pulled out of Alex and thew the condom into the bin. I took in the sight Alex was lying with his come over him, his hair a mess. Oh God what a lovely sight. I climbed back into bed with him " I hope I didn't hurt you to much la" I say. "You didn't and it was worth it anyway Miles, why did we wait so long?" Alex says. "I don't know Alex, but what I do know is that we need to clean up". Alex agrees and he joins me in the shower. We wash each others hair, well mine was still short from when I had it cut. We get out of the shower and climb back into bed both still naked, we didn't feel the need to put any clothes on anymore. Then their was a knock at the door. Who would be knocking at this time of night? It was like half 11.
