Authors note~ So guys this is a very long entry, as it's the summer and I have more time now. I actually don't know of anyone likes this story, and I would appreciate some feedback. So feel free to comment and leave what you think of the story so far, and if you have any ideas and suggestions they are all welcome! many thanks ~
Miles Pov:
I didn't know how to answer the question of debate, that just happened to be how Alex got in my bed last night. So I didn't what I deemed as right and lied, just one small white lie won't hurt Alex and for sure It may save our friendship. Alex was deep staring me with then doe like eyes, after staring for what would of been unacceptable I stuttered "urm well you were drunk and ended up in my bed and that's all". A silence followed I could tell that Alex had seen right through my lie but never mind, he was just plainly staring at me sipping his coffee. "Aw okay Mi if you are sure that's all that happened then okay" he said. Of corse that wasn't all that happened, I wanted to blurt out but me and him both new that something else more intimate had occurred but i didn't say anything. We were still sitting on my bed, him leant against the wall I was too only inches away from him. To avoid the awkwardness I flicked through my phone, catching up on Instagram and Twitter. I always get tagged in cute stuff on Insta, so even though risky to check it I do and see what must of been hundreds of photos with me tagged in them of our gig last night. Not only that I see the word "Milex", which I know is a shipping name for me and Alex. I blush and see how close we get on stage through the images. I lock my phone and leave it on the bed where Alex is fast asleep, cup in hand and all. I take the cup ouside of the room into the sink area.
Alex's Pov:
Miles lied to me, I could tell he did his tell tail lying face and bit his lip a little, god what I would do to bite that lip. I know that something else had happened to cause me to be in bed with Miles, but what could I do? He was obviously lying for a reason, and my head was to fucked to find out right now. I would have to talk later about this to him. Although, he didn't go he just sat staring at his phone occasionally blushing once in a while. I wondered what was on there, I'm not big on technology, but I could work my way round a phone sort of. I pretended to be asleep, because I knew Mi been Mi would take my cup away for me and hopefully leave that God dam phone in here. And to my surprise he did, get in I could finally see what he had been smirking about earlier. Once I had heard him leaving the room, I grabbed the phone and switched it on. Shit it had a password fucks sake Miles you and your security! I decided that I might as well go and guess it so I did "Alex Turner" I typed into the machine and it unlocked, not trying to float my own boat but that was pretty good by me. The lock screen was just a boring old colour, however that changed when I accessed the main screen. My heart was a drum, as it was a picture of me and Miles from our last tour onstage so close and practically kissing. Woah that was hot the colour in my cheeks must of been that of a tomatoe. I nervously clicked a few buttons to and ended up on what must of been Instagram or something, and to my surprise I was on a page which images of me and miles together and their captions read like "Why can't Miles and Alex just get together, we can see their love and nobody would be bothered in fact we would love it". And boy it wasn't only one page dedicated to me and Miles, there was loads. I clicked the phone off and looked down at my hands the words "nobody would be bothered" rung around in my head. I needed a distraction, so I headed to the set of draws that I shared with Miles. Still in shock from what I just seen, I pulled open a random draw and I didn't find my clothes but something else. I found some lube and some "toys" wow urm looks like Miles came prepared. I thought must be for some bird, then I thought Miles hadn't had a bird in years plus I'm pretty certain he has a thing for me. I closed the draw and slumped back on the bed which I will now just say I share with Miles, because I doubt they will be many occasions after a gig that I will be able to climb into my bed. I grabbed Mi's phone and typed the magic password, which was my name into the screen. I was flicking through his photos (which were mostly screenshots of me and him, and the occasional beach picture or whatever) when suddenly Miles was on top of me and grabbing the phone out of my hands.
Miles Pov:
When I had finished washing Alex's coffee cup, up I got distracted by my thoughts once again it ended up been about half and hour before I snapped out of it. I really need to stop getting emerged into my head. So with that I set off to the bunk room, I was expecting to see Alex fast asleep but I got a surprise when I saw Alex perfectly awake on my phone. My first though was ooh he finally likes technology, my second thought was shit he's on my phone! In the heat of the moment I jumped on him, and he let out a loud howl. I didn't care right now he couldn't see what was on there. I had loads of screenshots of me and him, not even to mention my background photo of me and him that wasn't like my lock screen that was just a plain colour. To my dismay, when I finally got the phone back he had unlocked it he had been on Instagram on a Milex fan page. I roared at him " wtf do you think you are doing Alex? You can't go through fucking other people's stuff like that" I nearly cried because Alex was shielding himself as if I was gonna punch him, he mumbled "I was just curious then I guessed your password and stuff". I calmed down instantly hearing how distraught Alex sounded, I calmly stated "how much did you see Alex?" He replied "All of it, including your little draw in real life". He stormed out, and i probably wouldn't see him to the gig later tonight. Not only had Alex seen my phone and all of its contents, but my draw which I held all of my sex stuff in. This couldn't get any worse, and now he walked out but no way was I crawling back to him...
A few hours later, and it was time for the gig and Alex was nowhere to be seen. I just got on stage and started without him even though Alex was been a little moody bitch, the fans still expected a show and they had paid for it so I started without him. To my relief, he joined me right at the intro although he barely even looked at me throughout the whole gig never mind come near me! After the gig was over, I knew that we weren't leaving till tomorrow due the fact we didn't have a gig tomorrow night. So the bus wasn't moving which meant I could clear my head and go for a walk. Knowing Alex would be at the bar, I just walked around a bit. I lit a cigarette and walked.
Alex's Pov:
I stormed out after the fight with Miles and was determined not to see him till the gig tonight. When the time came to go onstage I was late, I didn't make any eye contact with him or go anywhere near him. I didn't want to admit to him, but I was scared that If I went near him I would just snog his face off. I've come to accept that I love Miles and they're is nothing I can do about it. After the gig, I went straight to the bar my go to place. I drowned my sorrows with beer. And then I stumbled out of the bar and headed back to the tailer. I needed Miles but where is he? I searched everywhere and I couldn't find him. I started crying and I sobered up, and I was now screaming his name. I didn't know where I was going, maybe just round in a circle? I was just shouting Miles, maybe he had gone for good. The next thing I knew Miles had me engulfed in a hug.
Miles Pov:
I walked for a while deep in thought what a surprise. The next thing I know I hear my name been wailed by Alex. I naturally ran as fast as I could to Alex. The sight of Alex crying shouting my name in despair broke my heart. I hugged him so hard and we must of stayed there for what seemed like forever. He was crying into my chest, and I was muttering that everything was going to be okay. I then did something I never expected, and I carried Alex back into the trailer and put him down in my bed. I snuggled up next to him and he said he was sorry. I said " what are you sorry for Alex? The fact you looked through my phone? Or the fact you looked through my draw? Or the fact you almost completely blanked me on the stage?" I wasn't actually mad and I started crying when he left. I was a mess I drove him away again... but two minutes later, Alex retured with his guitar he nuged me and said "I'm really sorry Miles and this is the only way I know how to express my feelings". He then started the intro to "I wanna be yours"...
