Chapter 38

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- J A C Q U E E S P O V -

" Bruh is you fucking serious. " I said pissed at Tevin.

" I was just trying to make a joke. " he said.

" Out of all jokes you could've made you make that one. " I said.

" My bad man I ain't know she was being sensitive about it. I'll go apologize to her if you want. " he said.

" Nah man. Y'all just keep it down I don't care about y'all staying. " I said going up the stairs.

When I got to the bedroom Kionna was outside on the balcony crying. I wrapped my arms around her and she jumped. " You scared me. " she said wiping her nose.

" My bad. Don't cry baby he was just joking around. He ain't mean it." I said.

" I don't care wether he meant it or not that shit wasn't funny at all. " she said.

" I know baby. " I said kissing her cheek.

I started to tickle her and she started laughing. " Que stop. '' she laughed.

" Un-Uh. " I said smiling.

" Que stop. " she said squirming away from me.

I stopped and put my hands on her waist. " I see your side isn't hurting anymore. " I said looking in her eyes.

" Naw I guess the pain killers finally kicked in. " she said biting her lip.

" Keep biting your lip like that and see what's gone happen. " I said huskily in her ear.

" So dirty. " she laughed.

I picked her up bridal style and carried her back into the bedroom and laid her on the bed gently and got on top of her. " I Love You. " I mumbled against her lips.

" I Love You Too. " she said.



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I woke up to Kionna singing in the shower. I chuckled and then got out the bed and went to brush my teeth in the guest room. After that I went downstairs and seen August, Chris, and Tevin knocked out on the floor. I started to wake them up but decided against it and went to the kitchen to get some water.

" Baby? " I heard Kionna say.

" I'm in the kitchen. " I said.

She came into the kitchen with some basket ball shorts on and a blue tank top. " Morning. " she said smiling.

" What you smiling so much for? " I asked already knowing the answer.

" You already know. " she said biting her lip.

Last night me and Kionna had sex and it was like no other. I guess it's cause it's been some months and I mean months my nigga.

" Aye Que I'm gone head out. Morning Kionna. " Tevin said to me and Kionna.

Kionna rolled her eyes and went to the fridge. I grabbed her waist. " Baby don't be like that. He's trying to apologize. " I said in her ear.

" And what's that supposed to mean? " she asked with attitude.

" Stop being so damn stubborn and just accept the damn apology. " I said raising my voice a little.

" You know what if I'm so damn stubborn why the hell you still here with me? " she said.

" Cause I love your little stubborn ass but Kionna for real you need to drop that attitude thing. I understand that you not yourself right now and all but you can't be taking that shit out on other people. " I said seriously.

" You understand? You understand? Que you don't understand. Que I was beaten and almost raped and I have scars to remind me of it everyday so don't you dare say that you understand cause you don't. " she said about to cry.

" You right I don't but I'm trying to help you but you ain't letting nobody in. " I said.

" You know what. Im not about to argue with you. " she said walking upstairs.

I saw that Tevin had left so I went upstairs to see Kionna in the guest room sitting in a chair that's in front of a mirror looking at herself. I stood there watching her as she looked in the mirror. Her eye twitched meaning she was either sleepy or about to cry.

" Don't cry. " I said wiping the tear that fell out of her eye.

She took a deep breath then let it out. " Que promise me you won't ever put your hands on me. I can take you cheating on me but please just don't ever put your hands me cause I'm broken enough. " she said grabbing my hands.

" Kionna I don't have it in me to hit you. I've never hit a woman and I ain't gone start today so you ain't got to worry about that or me cheating on you cause I love you to much to do that to you. " I said looking her eyes.

" I Love You. "

" I Love You Too. " she said.

3 years later



- K I O N N A P O V -

" Kionna wake up or you gone be late for your case. " Que said waking me up.

" Momma wake up. " Cameron said jumping in the bed.

" Yeah come on Cam we gone jump her till she wakes up. " I heard Que say.

" Okay daddy. '' Cameron said.

" No I'm up. " I whined.

" To late. " Cameron said.

After he said that these niggas started beating me with a pillow. " Oh Stop I said I'm up. " I laughed.

Once they finally stopped I looked at the clock and saw it was 9 my case it at 11 so that gives me 3 hours to get ready.

" Cameron go find you something to wear. Im gone call the crew and we gone have us some fun today. " Que said to Cameron.

" Yes sir. Morning Mama. '' Cameron said leaving out of the room.

" And where are you taking my son? " I asked Que raising my eyebrow.

" Damn to the zoo and maybe the mall and later we can get ice cream or something. " he said making me laugh.

" I just asked cause I know how you and your little homies get. " I said rubbing his chest.

" Don't start something you ain't gone finish. " he said moving my hands of off his chest.

" Whatever. " I laughed.

I got up and went to go shower. After I showered I brushed my teeth and washed my face again and applied a little makeup. Just on the scars that I have. I know I said I ain't wear make up but I had to cause I got tired of people staring at me like nigga damn what is you looking at. Ain't nobody told you that it ain't polite to stare.

I was in the walk in closet when I heard Que singing. I started smiling cause I love to hear him sing cause its what he does best.

He came in the closet with me and started singing in my ear.

No I don't want to be that nigga that you seeing on the side

Cause I'm that nigga if you ask me

I want to be with you this all true no lie no lie girl no

When you're not there

You make it hard for me to sleep

I know nothing's gonna make you fall out of love but this is where you should be

When Im all good up thinking for myself

I always wonder wonder why

I always wonder wonder why wonder wonder why wonder wonder why

Think about it

Think about it

Think about it

And that's on everything

I started to blush and Que pinched my cheeks.

" Stop. " I said swatting his hand away.

'' You know you got puffy cheeks right? '' he asked me.

'' Yes I know but you ain't got to be pinching them. '' I said laughing.

'' I can't help it and they so soft. ''

'' Boy bye now get out so I can get dressed. '' I said.

'' It ain't like I ain't never seen you naked before. ''

'' Nigga get out. Go check on your son. ''

'' He downstairs with KJ and Khalil playing the game. ''

'' You got a answer for everything don't you. ''

'' Pretty much. What time you got to be at court? '' he asked me.

'' 11:00 and its already 10 so move and let me get dressed. '' I said.

He smacked his teeth and left me alone so I could get dressed. I put on a business suit and some apporprite shoes and went downstairs. When I got down stairs I seen Cameron and KJ playing the game while Que and Khalil was in the kitchen. '' Cameron I'm leaving you be good today okay, '' I said kissing his cheeks.

" Yes ma'am. '' he said.

" Morning KJ. '' I said.

" Morning Auntie. " he said smiling.

I walked into the kitchen where Khalil and Que was. " You look good baby. " Que said smirking.

" I know. " I smiled.

" You want something to eat? " Que asked me.

" No I don't have time. I got to go. I Love You. " I said grabbing my keys off the table.

" So you gone leave and not give me a kiss. " he said pouting.

" My bad baby. " I said.

He stood up and I wrapped my arms around his waist and leaned up to kiss him and of course he had to deepen it.

" You gone make me late. " I mumbled against his lips.

He pulled back biting his lips. " I Love You. " he said.

" I Love You Too. " I said smiling.

" Uh hello did y'all forget a nigga was in the kitchen? " Khalil said.

" Oh hush. " I said laughing.

I kissed Que one more time and Khalil's head and then left for work.

On my way to work I thought about my life and things. Yes I'm a lawyer and I'm on top. I been doing this for a year and I ain't lost a case yet and to be honest I'm already on top. I though about Cameron and his little bad self. I swear that boy is so bad but at the same time he's respectful and well mannered. I hope y'all ain't think my child was gone be like one of them kids off of TV that be running around and shit. Hell no. I don't play that shit Cameron know what to do when to do it and how to do it. For a Four year old Cameron is very smart and he's so damn spoiled. That boy is four years old and he gets whatever the hell he wants. I can take blame for that cause when Que tells him no I say yes. Then I thought about me and Que. Me and Que well what can I say. We're not a perfect couple and to be honest I know might think that me and Que are doing good cause of what happened at the house but me and Que ain't all that good.

We constantly argue over everything. Lets say me and Que are cuddled up watching TV and my phone rings and its my job so of course I get up and answer it and when I come back and try to lay with Que again he wants to have a damn attitude but I get mad whenever he goes to the studio late a night and then next month him and FYB supposed to be going to DC for a week or some shit. I Love Que and I know he loves me to but me and him need to work together on us. Who knows maybe I'll even do a little special something for him.

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Yes I know it's short but a nigga sleepy and I'm bouts to go to sleep. This was sort of a filler chapter I guess you can say. I know the lyrics to Think About It might be wrong but like I said I'm tired.

Other than that how'd you like the chapter. Good or Nah? Let me know.

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