My heart shattered. Like, you could literally hear me gasp, because I was covering the shattering sound of my heart. I've read somewhere that you can literally die from a heartbreak, because all that sadness can break break your heartstrings and you'll die. It doesn't always happen, but boy, this sure seems like one o'those heartbreaks.
"Why did you gasp like that?" asked Phil. "Oh, I'm just...very happy for you Phil. I'm...I'm proud of you," I replied, stumbling on my words. I do that when I lie. I mean, I am proud of him, and I'm happy too, but I'm low-key sad inside.
"Well, I'm glad you accepted me. And I'm happy for you, too, Dan," he said. I just smiled back. "We had a good chat, but I have to go to the grocery store, now. We're out of food in this house."
"Ya sure. See ya later," I said. After he went out the door, I just dropped on to my bed, face first, letting out a long sigh.So much for my Ultimate Plan™. Atleast phase 1 was completed. But now, I just dont know how to proceed with life. It's pointless. Even if Phil did like me, and we're all living happily, the happiness won't last long. He's gonna die someday. We all are gonna die someday. No matter how good or bad you've been in life, everyone meets the same fate. Why? Why is life so unfair?
I don't know what to do now. I guess I'll just have to live like this forever. Not that there is a problem that. I would love that. Living with your best friend is amazing.
I sat up on my bed, staring intently at the wall for a while. And then, with a smile on my face, I got up and went to the living room to play some video games.
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FanfictionDan Howell has been living with his fellow youtuber Phil Lester for long time. They were best friends. But later, Dan realizes that he has feelings for Phil. But the problem isn't that Phil isn't straight; the problem is something much more heartbre...