Cold Fury [DISCONTINUED]

1. A Sudden Realisation

The year was 4578...

Just kidding. It was 2016. I'm obsessed with the future these days. Can't stop thinking about it. What will I look like like in the future? Will my YouTube channel reach 14 million subscribers one day, or will everyone just unsubscribe? Will I get married? How will my kids look like? When will I die? What if I'm gonna die in a year? Oh, no. I'll never see the future. There's no point in living. I'M GONNA DIE. WE'RE ALL GONNA FUCKING DIE.

   Oh, my God, these existential crisises are getting more frequent. I should probably visit a therapist. Maybe you guys should, too, 'cause y'all actually decided to watch my videos. Shit, I didn't mean to offend you guys! I love you all a lot! (Please don't unsubscribe).

   Anyway, it all started during our US tour for TATINOF. It was week three and Phil and I had completed 2 shows. We were in our tour bus, travelling to our next destination and trying to survive with the shitty wifi that takes 476 years to load. Seriously, wifi, if you're showing that you're connected, THEN FUCKING ACT LIKE IT. We were on our beds (we had separate beds, for those wondering) either staring at our laptops or phones. If you know us,  you probably already guessed that before.

   Phil was on tumblr and I was on Twitter. I was staring at the loading circle that annoyed me more and more everytime it completed a lap. Finally, I just grunted and gave up. I decided to  look outside the window beside me instead. Nothing but rolling hills and golden farmlands. Wait, why are we on the wrong side of the road? I thought. Oh, wait... I forgot. We're in America. That's why. *sighs*. Why am I so forgetful and stupid?

   I looked at Phil. He was still waiting for tumblr to load. He had such a serious expression, as if the laptop was gonna explode in his face if he looked away. I wished he was smiling instead. Phil has the most beautiful smile in the universe and you can't tell me otherwise. I love how his eyes sparkle and shine when he's happy, like a puppy's. Whenever I'm near him, I get these butterflies in my stomach, and, tbh, I like it. Oh, and his lips....they're so dreamy....

   Wait. Wtf was I thinking? Wtf was wrong with my mind? I looked away from Phil. It was as if a part of my brain was hiding but then it just went "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I CANT HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE" and just let out thoughts I've never thought of.
But, the thing is, it was kind of true. And in that short span of time, I suddenly realized something you guys would love to hear.

   I'm in love with Phil.