Sidemen Ships Oneshot Book

Wroetostar- Onward

Not sure tbh. I literally was thinking of random words and came up with this. Enjoy :)

Onward ~ in a continuing forward direction; ahead.

Onward was one of Harry's favourite words. He had always hated going backwards or staying put, he strove to always be moving forward. To constantly learn new skills try new things visit new places. There was an endless supply of things to do so why waste any given moment being bored when there was so much out there to be done.

Vik was in some ways the opposite. While he too liked to do new things and see new places he also liked routine, he liked the normality of a routine of staying put.

For a while none of that mattered to Harry. His relationship was exciting for a long time, new, growing and nothing like any other relationship he had been in. Vik tried to learn from Harry, been spontaneous try new things but Harry could not bring himself to try out any aspect of Vik's overwhelmingly routine life's it was so totally opposite to everything he had ever lived for.

Despite their difficulties they managed. Vik frequently travelled with Harry to new and exciting places and Harry visited London more often and occasionally joined the other boys in a recording session or two. But as all things do it began to become a routine and Harry fled.

Vik was upset for a few hours, he didn't understand, he couldn't understand why Harry would leave like that. But the after around four hours he realised. A life of relative normality was not what Harry wanted or needed. He wanted adventure, he lived to experience.

Vik loved him and that was why he couldn't be angry. He knew Harry, he knew it was best for Harry. Knowing that was enough to make Vik okay enough to start to move on.  Love meant sacrifices and Vik was fine with that.
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"Vik! Vik!" Harry burst into the sidemen house one evening, shouting breathlessly as he ran to Vik's room.

Vik looked up from his editing and looked at Harry concerned.

"I realised something really important" Harry told Vik as if that explained everything.

Vik looked at Harry inquisitively waiting for an explanation.

"I love you" Harry blurted out.

Vik sighed opening his mouth to reply. They had broken up almost two years ago, they were both happy, continuing with their lives not dwelling on the past. Or at least that was what Vik had thought.

"I know it didn't work out between us. And that was kinda my fault. But I've changed. Well not changed exactly. I realised I still love you, and that if I really love you then I should try harder. Love means sacrifices, not that this is a sacrifice but I" Harry took a deep breath. "I want to live here well in London more permanently, I want to settle down a bit. And I wondered if maybe we could try again."

Vik sighed. He loved Harry he really did, but Harry was Harry and Vik wasn't sure if this was really what Harry wanted.

"I mean it Vik, I've been thinking about this for a while now" Harry took a deep breath. "Look you don't have to decide now or ever for that matter, but I'm going to be here if you do decide you want to try"

"Okay" Vik agreed.

"It's fine I'll just go" Harry apologised starting to turn away.

"Harry I said okay"

"I get it Vik. I'll go"

Vik held Harry's face in his hands forcing the man to look into his eyes. "I said okay"

"You what?" Harry exclaimed before jumping around excitedly . "Oh my god Vik!" He leapt around the room some more, eventually coming to a stop in front of Vik. "I love you Vik"

"I love you too Harry" Vik said before Harry pulled Vik closer to himself and pressed a kiss to Vik's lips.

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