Living with 5SOS

9

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Luke's pov
I sat at the park with my head in my hands. I don't know why I was in such a horrible mood, but I knew I couldn't stay in the house like that. I didn't want to be their, around their happiness and cuddliness. My phone rang again and I grabbed it out of my pocket. It was calum. I stared at the phone until it stopped ringing.

Calum-
Luke you need to answer your phone it's urgent, about robin.

"Fuck!" I mumbled. Calum called again and I immediately answered.

I could immediately hear sobbing in the background. I cringed at the sobs, gasps and hiccups. I could barely hear the boys comforts over my poor girls sobs.

"What happened?!" I yelled.

"Luke where have you been?! Ugh, it doesn't matter, robins have a panic attack. What do we do? You need to come home!" I was already in my car and driving.

"What started it?"

"She's been super worried about you and eventually it escalated into a tantrum. So Ashton gave her a spanking and I think she passed out from a panic attack."

"Why didn't he stop?!" I was furious. I couldn't help it. I could hear her getting worse and worse.

"He didn't know! He thought it was just regular crying!"

"Why didn't you guys just wait till I got home and let me deal with it?!"

"You can't blame this on us! We didn't know when you were coming back! It's your fault she was so upset in the first place!"

"You think I don't know?! I feel like crap about it Calum! God damnit! Give her the phone!"

Her gasps and sobs got louder as Calum out the phone to her ear.

"Hey baby girl. You gotta calm down for me okay? You gotta stop crying love." Her sobs quieted a tiny bit but soon just got louder. "Okay, its okay, I know love. I'm almost home baby girl. I'll be home in two minutes, ok? Just listen to my voice, alright? Copy my breaths. Can you do that for me?"

She responds with a whimper between gasps. "Okay, iiiinnnnnnn, outttttttt, iiiinnnnnn, oooouuuuttttt" I pull into the driveway and immediately run upstairs, hanging up the phone. I run into Ashton's room and see her balled up in a corner, the boys trying to comfort her as she continues to sob, still trying to breath like up I told her too. "Good girl. You're ok."

I run up to her and immediately pick her up. She clings around me as I walk around, slowly bouncing her, breathing in her ear as she tries to copy my breaths. The boys stand their staring and I signal for them to leave the room. Her sobs get quieter, slowly, but surely. She breaths slowly but I can tell it's still not easy.

"Why'd y-you l-Lea-leave?" She sobbed.

"Oh babygirl, I'm so sorry. I was just unreasonably angry. You wouldn't of wanted to be around me. I was just- there's no good excuse."

"You c-could ha-ave at le-east ca-all-ed ba-a-ck." I cringed. "I wa-as sc-ca-red."

"Why baby girl?"

"I th-tho-ught- n-noth-ing."

"Tell me." I rubbed her back.

"I tho-ught it wa-was my fa-ault." I squeezed her tighter and her words brought tears to my eyes.

"Why would you ever think that? You're one of the best things that's ever happened to me baby girl, don't you know that? Oh god I love you."

"Please do-nt le-eave me ag-gain. I was s-so scared l-Luke."

"I won't baby girl. I won't. I'm so sorry. I won't ever leave you again. And don't ever think anything is your fault. You're perfect. Absolutely perfect." I buried my face in her hair. She was no longer crying or gasping for air, and I knew exactly what was coming for me.

Ashton peeked his head through the door and looked sympathetically at robin. He walked in and gently took her from me.

"I'm so sorry love. I'm so so sorry. Can you forgive me?" Robin nodded her head in his shoulder and he sighed in relief. I'm really glad, she's getting better with it all.

Ashton gave me a look and I cringed and looked down at my feet. "Alright love, um, you're gonna go with Calum and Michael and uh, get ice cream, alright?" Before I could blink she jumped off Ashton and her arms clinged around my waist.

"No, please no." She looked back at Ashton with a pleading look. He sighed and shook his head.

"No no no no no nonononono please no." She buried her head in my chest. Michael came in with Calum following behind. I kissed the top of her head.

"Go on love." She gave me one last big hug and I immediately hugged back, extremely nervous. I haven't been spanked for quite a while. Calum and Michael had to pry her off me.

Robins pov.
I didn't want to go anywhere but I didn't want to hear it. I pleaded with Ashton for a while before Michael picked me up and carried me to the car. I wanted to scream amd cry and sob. I wanted to kick and hit and fight. I wanted to try and protect Luke so bad, but I was afraid it would result in a spanking. Actually, I knew it would result in a spanking, from Luke's warnings to go with Michael and Calum and be cooperative or I'd be in trouble. So I laid limo in Michaels arms and just cried.

"No, please no." I whimpered, pulling my knees into my chest once I was sat in the back of the car

"He'll be fine princess." Michael assured. I sighed.

"I don't want to leave him."

"Trust me love, it's best you just come with us."

He always cuddles and comforts me after a spanking, I want to do the same for him.

"Have you eaten dinner yet? No, you didn't even eat lunch, did you?" Calum asked. Again, I sighed.

"I'm not hungry."

"Guess what?" Michael said excitedly. He looked at me in the rear view mirror.
He
"Too bad." I smiled slightly as he giggled at his brilliant remark.

We went to chick-fil-a and they made me eat a ton of chicken, and ice cream. It was nice to get to know them better.

When we got home, I thankfully heard nothing. I ran up to Luke's room to see him sitting in his bed with slightly puffy red eyes. I poked out my bottom lip and he smiled at me and opened his arms. I immediately ran into them, gears threatening to spill out of my eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"Why love?" He responded. "You didn't do anything. It should be me who's sorry. I am sorry. I feel like crap for leaving and making you feel like it was your fault. I totally deserved everything I got and more." I sighed for the millionth time today.

"You know I don't agree with it though. It's wrong. It's... Yeah."

"Yeah. I know." We sat cuddling for a second before Luke asked "Were you good?" I nodded gently. He smiled at me and I buried my face in his chest. Soon I fell asleep to the rhythm of his heart beat.