Living with 5SOS

17

"Daddy! Please stop! Please! It- it hurts!"

"Shut up you fucking slut!"

"Daddy please! Daddy! DADDY!"

"Daddy!" I scream as I jump awake from my first nightmare in months. I rub my eyes and try not to cry as I wipe away the tears, but almost instantly broke into sobs. Luke's arms wrapped around me and pulled me into his chest.

"Shh, babygirl, what's wrong?" He asked sleepily.

"N-nightmare."

"About your dad?" I nod as I cry into his chest.

"I'm sorry baby, you know I'll never let anyone lay their hands on you ever again, it's ok babygirl." He kisses my head as I sob.

"I-it wasn't l-like usual..." I cry as I rub my eyes. He lets out a him as he listens.

"He didn't beat me- he-he didn't just beat me..." I mumble as my cries calm down.

"Do you mean he...?"

"Yes."

"Did he do that in real life, baby?"

"Once."

"When?"

"Right before I left." I cry.

"Right before I found you?" I nod.

"Why didn't you tell me love?" He asked sympathetically as he rubbed my back.

"Because I d- I wanted- it was my- he- h-he..." I broke out sobbing again and he held me tighter.

There was a knock on the door before it opened to reveal a sleepy looking calum.

"Aww, love, what's wrong? I heard you crying." He asked as he came over and sat next to Luke, rubbing my arm gently.

"Nightmare." Luke answered, scooting over so calum could crawl onto the bed.

Michael came in a minute later, and joined us on the bed on the other side of Luke.

I calmed down a bit as they all comforted me.

"What happened?" Michael asked, having never been informed.

"N-nightmare... Dad... Bad stuff." I mumble as I rub my eyes, feeling childish and whiny.

"Ohh I'm sorry princess, are you ok?" Michael asks, and I shake my head.

Ashton then comes in, sitting on the bed too. "Did you have a nightmare love? I heard you guys talking." He sighs as he pulls me into his lap. I snuggle into his neck.

"Dad. Worse." I mumble.

Ashton looks to Luke for clarification.

"She had a - um, flashback, about her dad, but he did worse stuff then uh, most her dreams." He mumbled as I nodded at him, telling him he could say it.

"Oh my god, princess. I'm so sorry love. No ones gonna hurt you, alright?" I nod as I crawl back into Luke's lap, wanting him to kiss my head more and call me babygirl. We al cuddle up under the covers in Luke's bed, and the boys all fall asleep, but I can't.