Dear Doctor,
Today at school some people were laughing at me. I'm use to it, but it was what they were laughing about that got to me. Those rumors are starting up again; the ones where I apparently have schizophrenia. People keep giving me looks when I walk down the hallway; they stare at me and call me psycho. It's been going on for awhile now. I blame the people that no one cares about. They start these rumors just because their lonely.
I'm getting lonely, just like them, I need you. I look to my window every night, waiting for you to come and save me. Do you remember what you said the second time you came to my room? I was 8. You came through my window, the one I can see from the corner of my eye. I leave that window unlocked at night waiting for you to come through it. Some nights I even leave it wide open wanting you to crawl through it.
I try to stay strong, hoping that you will come back. I never really understood why I said no to traveling with you. But I can see it know. You didn't want me to go. You told me that when I was 8. You sat with me by the window and told me: "I don't want you to be hurt. I care too much about you. I want you to be happy and live a life. Find a husband have kids. Not travel and put your life before mine. I would take an arrow for you, and you would do the same. I know you want me to take you will me but I can't I just can't. I'm sorry." You put that thought in my head. You made me feel like I was going to get you killed. That's why I never went.
Knowing that I could get you killed broke my heart. It tore me apart. It sent me into a spiral making my mind wonder about what I could do to change myself to make you stop thinking that I would get you killed. I never really thought about it until now.
From,
Coraline Saxon
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