July 10th, 2012

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Hey! So it's been  awhile since I've even opened this book on my computer. I've been crazy busy, I'm having back sugery and watching Matt Smith Regenerate didn't help any thank very much!! Also I have some friend/family drama going on but non the less I will do my best to keep this book up! Sadly it will end soon but the upcoming chapters will be good I promise! :-)

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Dear Doctor, 

I love you. And it's not some type of middle school crush that I can just wipe away and forget about forever. I need you in my life whether it’s with you just stopping by every once and awhile to check up on me or us traveling the stars together forever. All I know is that I want you in my life somehow. 

Gosh to you I probably sound like a child to you. One minute I’m saying that I want you out of my head and the next I’m telling you I love you. I know it sounds stupid but you are all that is in my head. I keep dreaming about you, my thoughts are clouded by your voice and your face. I know you probably hate me or don’t want to see me but I just need you to know.

Is it just me Doctor? Is it just me who feels this way or do you feel this way because I got to know you as you not as the Doctor and that’s the one I’m in love with. Not the one that use to read me stories and would take me down to the boats. I’m in love with the one that wears a bowtie and has a red haired best friend.

It’s like I’m in a cheesy movie, this is so cliché it’s making me sick. Not in a bad don’t think that, please don’t think that. You don’t make me sick you would never make me sick. You give me butterflies in my stomach that make me feel like I was flying. Okay yea I’ve reached middle school status. This is sad, I can’t believe it. I’m so sorry if you read this (if I let you) please don’t think I’m a freak after words.  

Okay I think I should just stop talking now. Or maybe I should continue. You always said that “Great thinkers explain their reasoning”. Well here I am explaining why you are all I can think about and why it’s making me sick. I haven’t told mom yet and I don’t think I ever will because let’s face it if I told her she would be so mad. Anyways I just wanted to tell you.

I Coraline Jane Saxon am In Love With You Doctor. Please say you love because if you don’t, I have no idea what I’m going to do.

~Coraline with Love

**********************************************************************Eek!! She said it!! Sorry if it seems rushed but hey thats Cora :) Comment//Vote//Fan 

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