My Invisible Love

Chapter 13: It was Just a Dream?

AN:I am sorry for being one of those authors that don't update all the time and I want to also apologize because it's not very long and I really need to improve on my writing skills.

~ROSE'S POV~

He just kissed me and wow, he just kissed me,coming to the realization that Zayn just kissed me straight full on the lips.That was something I never thought would ever happen in like a million years,a maid was all I was and what I'll always be.He would never have the feelings I have for him and that's what's hurts so much because it's the truth.Besides why would anyone ever like much less love a person like me that really isn't all that pretty.

My eyes flutter open and that's when it occurred to me that I'd been sleeping and the thought of Zayn lips on mine was gone because the realization hit me like a tone of bricks it was just a dream....

All I felt was sadness,all I ever wanted was to feel loved by someone other that my father,at least I knew he loved me but truth be told he wasn't going to be here long and that was really a great deal of pain.But instead I got a mother that wouldn't even let me stay in her own house,a father that was going to die soon, and a love that was never going to love me back.

How sad is that? I thought to myself my life wasn't all that good either I was surprised when I made it through high school with a the bullies the only thing that made me happy was music and a book.To come to think about it the only friend I had was Lena but we never really hung out enough though so.

Thinking about all this really made my heart sting with pain and nobody was here to comfort me and there probably never will.I soon felt tears drip to my hands which I didn't notice had been in fists.I tried to stop them but they just kept coming running down my face like a waterfall which soon the quite tears soon turned into silent sobs.Why does life do this to me it takes the people that do love me,like my Dad away from me and it puts me in a position where I'm forced to keep my feelings to myself and just sit by knowing he would never love me because of my job and his.Plus it gave me a kind of crazy ex-boyfriend and his crazy sister who kidnapped me because she loves the person I love.

I just curled up on the couch in a ball of my own filth and tears and snot.

I have kept the feelings of not being loved in to long I have been strong too long.

Yeah,that's right I have been strong to long,Rose it's okay the only person that can comfort you is yourself and maybe that's a good thing cause nobody can hurt you.Being alone is sometimes better.

Coming out of the spiral of emotions I decided that I would take a shower and if I remember I still know where the bathroom is in this house,the boys house.It took me a few minutes to find out that Zayn had brought me here really I was still out of it my mind felt like it was all jumbled together and really I don't think I could tell a puppy from a tree.

Anyway making my way down the hall I see the  door to the bathroom I didn't even bother to knock to see if anyone was in there.I just opened it and when I did I saw a half naked Zayn he was really muscle bound and a towel was rapped around his waist.

He didn't notice me until I made squeak sound and he turned his head and that's when I slammed the door shut.I put my back against the wall next to the bathroom door and fell to the floor with a blush creeping on my cheeks.

When I decide being alone is the best thing for me Life continues to slap me in the face and say NOPE YOU"RE WRONG!!!  WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME??!?!?!?!

I was so lost in thought that I didn't even noticed that Zayn stepped out of the bathroom.

"Um...Rose..you can go in there now if you like and if you don't mind I can get one of my shirts and sweat pants for you to wear I know you don't have your clothes here and all." He said in his husky manly voice.