Teach Me To Love Again

9

After I left Normani's house I drove all the way home pissed as fuck, not just because Trevor stole MY kiss and ruined our moment.. Normani from what I saw she didn't even push him away! I stormed in the house and walked to my room, ignoring Ariana as she tries to talk to me. Once I reached my room I heard sniffling on the other side, "I love you so fucking much" that sounded like Dinah's voice "message deleted" the robotic voice announced. I slightly opened the door and peeked through the crack, Camila was looking through her phone and wiping her fallen tears.

"Come on baby sing for me pleeease" Camila's voice whined through her phone, "no why should I?" Dinah giggled "because you love me china" the younger girl replied.

Dinah chuckled, "who the fuck said that?" I'm assuming Camila had hit the poly girl because she yelped in pain "fuck Mila! I was kidding you know I love you" and you could hear a smacking sound coming from Camila's iphone which means they were kissing, I then heard humming before I heard a beautiful voice

"If this world were mine.."

oh no, not Luther Vandross! Camila silently cried, as she continued to listen to her ex girlfriend sing maybe one of the best love songs known to the RnB listeners

"..I would place at your feet
All that I own
You've been so good to me
If this world were mine"

At this point I'm fucking crying with Camila, I hate that my best friend have to go through this she really loved that woman.. She gave everything in her being to her! Only to be used in the end

"I'd give the flowers the birds and the bees
And it'd be your love beside me
That would be all I need
If this world were mine
I'd give you anything"

"SHE'S FUCKING LYING!" the younger girl sobbed and threw her phone at my wall. I think that's my cue to come in, I walked in my room and went over to the crying girl "Camz it's gonna get better I swear" I said wiping her tears away. The Cuban-Mexican girl shook her furiously, "no it's not.. It's not" she allowed more tears to fall.

I rubbed the broken hearted girl's back, and she started to calm down a bit "how was the party?" Camila mumbled while laying her head on my lap. I moved a piece of hair behind her ear and wiped another tear, "it was ok.. It's the first party I went to and came out of sober in years" I was trying to make her laugh and it worked, she chuckled lightly before shutting her eyes. The Cuban-Mexican girl sighed, "I still love her" my eyes widened at the revelation "Dinah?" I felt her stiffen up at her name

She then relaxed and nodded her head, "I mean I fucking hate that bitch, but a part of me wanna believe that she wasn't fully undercover and told the truth about being in love with me" Camila opened her eyes and faced me "but I guess that's just wishful thinking huh?" my hand ran through the brunette's hair and I gave her a close lipped smile, "you know what they say.. a single thread of hope is a powerful thing" I kissed her forehead and laid back on my bed. I didn't want to upset the girl with what I actually thought at the moment, Dinah isn't worthy of Camila's love and I'd always hate her for using Camz.

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"I'll probably take Alana but then again Tatiana is a good choice also.. She has major DSL on soul man" Teddy said throwing a grape in the air and catching it in his mouth. Tori, Camila, Teddy and I are at the local mall's food court talking about the school dance that's coming up and who we're thinking about taking "I don't know guys I think I'll just stay home.." Camila said taking a bite out of her banana.

"..it's just a waste of my money" the half cuban continued. I d at my best friend, "Camz come on it's our senior year" I whined as I wrapped my arms around the 16 year old. "Meaning, this might be our last year together before we go our separate ways" Teddy commented, "yeah come on mila you're applying to Stanford, I'm applying to Juilliard, and Lauren is applying to the Vampire Academy" the blonde girl smiled at me and pinched my cheek "we're so proud of you" I don't understand why Tori is always cracking jokes about my skin tone. She's been doing this ever since we first met her, to be honest I didn't even want to be friends with her but Camila persuaded me because she had a lowkey crush on her.