- Jho's Pov -
Bea: Hey I'm still here... you've been staring at me for awhile now. What is it that your thinking that made you space out?
This made her snap back into reality and was surprised too with what Bea said because she's not sure if she'll be honest or not
"Huh? sorry something just popped up in my mind"
Bea: can I know what its about?
"None of your worries. I'm fine now"
Bea: ok but you can tell me if you need help
She just gave a slight grin as reply the same time their bill arrives when Bea asked for it when Jho was spaced out
As they get their change, they decided to head directly back to the campus and just chill by the park as they kill time
Bea: were here!
Bea gave Jho a slight tug to wake her up because the meal that they had made her sleepy
"Sorry, I fell asleep"
Bea: its okay, I knew you were already tired. I shouldn't have asked out anymore"
"Don't okay? I wanted this its just that we had a heavy meal and I got a food coma that's it"
Bea: thanks, i'll repay you soon for everything
"let's go and chill by the park"
They went down Bea's car and head to some shady area under the tree. There was some awkward silence before one of them broke the silence
Bea: about awhile ago, you spaced out when I told you that I was actually gay. Was it about that? I'm sorry if i'm bothering you again but I just got curious
Jho was looking at a distance trying to gather her thoughts before she comes up with a response at the same time Bea is looking at the sky anticipating a response
"why would you hate me if I say yes?"
Bea: I should be the one asking you that
"so let's just say maybe your revelation caught me off guard then would you ignore me now?
Bea: your reaction felt like your not used to being around someone like me. It made me conscious... if me going away makes things better then be it that way
"Were you always hated by people because of your likeness of the same sex?"
Bea: more like always being dumped by girls. Of course girls are not always gay and would prefer guys but I like them you know and being dumped and laughed at hurts. My ex was the only whose able to risk it all for our relationship and the first person who made me go out to my parents?
"Were they able to handle it well"
Bea: "we wouldn't want to deprive of your own happiness especially if were already talking about love so whatever you'll become, we'll take it because we love and accept you because as your family, we should always be there supporting till the end." those were the words that they said to me and I couldn't be happier. I got accepted by my family through the help of my girlfriend at that time and the same time we became legal on both sides but then not everything's smooth sailing because we then broke up. I guess not everything are meant to stay
"if you meet someone new, are you willing to risk it all again for the name of love?"
Bea: I would if the person's worth fighting for
"hmm like who?"
Bea didn't let out an answer for a few minutes to think while Jho's looking at her
Bea: You look like someone worth fighting for
"don't you dare fool around with me bea"
Bea: I was actually telling the truth for your information
"stop it"
Bea: why? why are you telling me to stop? are you scared that something might happen.......................... or are you scared of me?
A/N
As much as I want to post a new chapter, my acads got the best of me and next one might not be up soon but will try to find time and fit this in
Votes and comments are highly appreciated
