- Bea's Pov -
Jho: oh no I just remembered that I need to fix my room before the new athletes start moving in
Jho hurriedly stands and leave just like what she did to me when we first met. I was able to utter a few words though
"But Jho pls"
Jho: its still too early Bea, you can stay here some more like an hour or so. I really need to go, Ate Ly's gonna kill me
Then she disappeared into thin air along with our friendship. That was the last time that I was able to talk to her because she started avoiding me already. Really didn't know what led her into such but i'll just give it time first
I've already started training with the team and even with that, she still manages to avoid me. Its tough though because I mean she's the only one that i'm close with from the team and I'm still going along with my roommate who is also their team captain but i'll get there
: You seem to be in deep thought, what's wrong?
"huh? oh this..."
Ate Ly my roommate caught me staring at a blank wall when i'm supposed to be studying because I have my notes in front of me
Ate Ly: were not close but I know what a person feels just by looking at them
"no Ate Ly this is nothing. don't feel bothered about me"
Ate Ly: but I am bothered about you feeling bothered about something that I have no idea about. Come on this won't help when it comes to our training. Your just a rookie and you won't want that to ruin your reputation do you?
From that point I know that I wouldn't be able to escape her anymore.
"Ate Ly its just because..."
Ate Ly: because of what or who?
"W-who"
"is it someone from the team? don't think i'm a mind reader but since were always together i just thought"
"yes ate its someone from the team"
"then tell me,.. for the team"
"uhhh its about me and jho"
"okay what about you and jho"
should I tell her everything???
"she has been avoiding me for a week now or so. I mean we were okay when I first got here like friends but I don't know she just suddenly went cold on me"
Ate Ly: did you do something?
- Flashback -
Bea: about awhile ago, you spaced out when I told you that I was actually gay. Was it about that? I'm sorry if i'm bothering you again but I just got curious
Jho was looking at a distance trying to gather her thoughts before she comes up with a response at the same time Bea is looking at the sky anticipating a response
"why would you hate me if I say yes?"
Bea: I should be the one asking you that
"so let's just say maybe your revelation caught me off guard then would you ignore me now?
Bea: your reaction felt like your not used to being around someone like me. It made me conscious... if me going away makes things better then be it that way
"Were you always hated by people because of your likeness of the same sex?"
Bea: more like always being dumped by girls. Of course girls are not always gay and would prefer guys but I like them you know and being dumped and laughed at hurts. My ex was the only whose able to risk it all for our relationship and the first person who made me go out to my parents?
