rants!!

rant #25 - term 4

23/10/16 - 11:01pm

he y its been a while

its only been 2 weeks and term four has already kicked my ass to the curb

only a couple more weeks until exams and lord knows that I'm literally going to fail all of them. like wtf year 9 is supposed to be that chill year i just don't understand why we need this rn I'm chill as hell on the outside but losing my shit in the inside you don't even know wtf

I've already written some notes that i need to go over and then had an existential crisis bc i just realised that i was pretty much half asleep throughout term 1 and 2 especially in science i have no fuckn clue what the hell we were doing like i literally don't remember learning about any of that stuff welp fml

and maths oh my g i have forgotten how to do pretty much everything I'm fucked 

im a grade a disappointment to my smart as heck family and I'm pretty sure my parents know that I'm not going to do well at this point bc I'm already failing their expectations now ufhdjvncxm 

BOI i am freaking tf out i don't need this amount of stress I've already got a shitload of things to worry about wtf i actually just Cant do this anymore school highkey makes me want to kms f all that 'once you finish high school youd want to go back' bs like honestly no and don't even get me started on social studies like ??? i really don't need this all i need to do is watch the 6pm news or literally look on twitter . twitter has taught me more about the world than a whole year in dt's class no joke and that woman that was talking to students in that one social studies class omg girl you best believe that if she asked me i would've gone OFF henny about dt 

"Do you know why you're taking this class?"

"Have you learnt anything?"

"Is Mr. T******'s teaching helping you at all?"

bicth i would've E X PO S ED HIM if she asked me and next thing you know he would've been out of the school by the end of the day

 sorry but how tf did i manage to get merit +'s on all my maths exams??? like wtf?? if i get less than a merit plus on any of my exams say goodbye to this rant book and the rest of my social media acc's for probably the whole year my parents would probably get me a fukncbxn tutor honestly kms

also wtf gymnastics?? in pe??? i think tf not

oh and kms bc touch season has started again and I'm only doing this to seem like a functioning human being that goes out and socialises with others through sport and not spend their time 24/7 watching tv shows and movies in their bed with food beside them wow i am so dead inside and out x

welp catch you all on the flippity flip, i h8my life <33