Recovery - Kim Mingyu

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+ nari

Dear Nari,

Gosh I'm such a coward. I don't even dare to tell you verbally, and now I'm just going to be cliché and write you a love letter. Good job Mingyu, good job.

How do I start?

Ever since the day I met you, I had an undying attraction to you and your amazing personality - and I believe it's not just curiousness.

You were so devastated outside the emergency room back then, it made my heart break.

That was months ago.

But now I still see that sadness etched all over your face, your actions, your whole being.

I couldn't help it. When I saw your pills and found out about everything, I wanted to kill myself.

Why hadn't I noticed?

From then on I made it a point to take note of every single detail you had to offer.

The way your eyes crinkle when you laugh and the was they droop when you force it.

The difference in way your eyebrows furrow because you're just in deep concentration and when you're about to cry.

The way you widen your eyes in shock. The way you cover your mouth when you laugh.

I made sure not to miss a thing, and I realised.

I'm in love with you.

I want to be the one who makes you happy everyday.

I want to be the one who motivates you to live, I want to be your rock.

I want to wake up to you in my arms.

I want to be the one who showers you with love and sing you to sleep whenever you get a nightmare.

I want to be the reason why your eyes crinkle; why you have cover your mouth because your laughing too hard.

Am I asking for too much? Am I being too selfish?

But damn it, I love you so much, I don't even know how to describe it.

Can I be the one? I promise you'll never have to cry alone ever again.

Love,
Mingyu

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My eyes widened.

Is this real?

I stared at Mingyu, who was already blushing.

Oh my gosh.

I swear I could've died right there and then.

I immediately dropped the papers and threw myself onto Mingyu.

I felt him stiffen a little, before relaxing and hugging me back.

I nodded vigorously against his chest, unable to utter a single word. His letter, it didn't just move me. It gave me an entire earthquake.

"Thank you." I heard him whisper.

No, thank you Mingyu, thank you for letting me experience love again.

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THE END

oh gosh this is shit help