All for her

Chapter 8

Brittany's (P.O.V)

Taj saw us and walked over to our table . "Hey yall" he said once he reached us . "Hey" i said . "Hi Uncle T" Samya said . "Hi" Alana said sweetly with a wave . Amber didn't say anything , she just played with her food . "Yall remember Jasmine" he said . "Hey gurl . How ya been ?" "Alright . How about you ?" "Hangin in there . Excuse me for sounding old , but thats what happens when you have a baby at a young age . You have to grow up . Ya know ?" "Yea . But you doing better than these otha hoes . At least she look decent . Girls yo age be havin they daughters lookin a hot mess" "Thanks boo" she chuckled . "You welcome . Hay Amber" Amber kept her head resting on her head she lifter a eyebrow and nodded , she looked Jasmine up and down and went back to playin wit her food . "Well , i'll catch yall later" Taj said . "See ya" i said . "Bye girls" Jasmine said . They waved . "See you Amber and Brittany" she said to us . "Bye" i said . Amber threw up the deuces . "Mommy" Samya tapped me . "Yes" I turned to her . "Can me and Lana go to the park" "Ion mind ask Amber" "Auntie" she said sweetly as she put her hand on her cheek like she was an Angel . "Yes" Amber said . "Can me and Lana go to the park ?" "I guess" she got up and threw away her half eatin Chinese food . We grabbed our bags and left the table . We silently walked out the mall , except for the girls laughing . "I'll meet you there" i told Amber . She nodded and walked toward her car .

-Hours Later-

Samya and I walked in the housw carrying bags . Well i was carrying bags and she was carrying her build-a-bear box . We walked to our room . She took off her now messed up timberlands , thats what happens when you send a 3 year old to the park in them shoes . I took off my shoes off as well . I started to put our new stuff away . Samya took out her white bear covered in pink hearts . She climbed into bed . I continued to put our stuff away .

I turned around to grab another bag to see Samya cuddled up with her bear sleep . I smiled at her , ion know what i would do without out her .

After i was done i walked to my Moms door and knocked no answer . She must not be here . I went to the bathroom and got a wash cloth wet it with hot water and put soap on it . I walked into my room and washed Samya up , since she was sleeping . Then i put her in her zebra pajamas . I then went to the bathroom and took a shower . I got out put on some sweats and a t-shirt . I got in my bed next to my baby and went to sleep .

Amber's (P.O.V)

I pulled up to the 2 story house that my Father lived in . I grabbed sleeping Alana and walked up to the glass doors and unlocked it . When i walked in the house it was dark , the only thing you can hear is my Father's television way from up stairs . I walked up to Alana's room and put her in her pink princess bed . I walked across to my Dads room i knocked before entering his room .

"Hey Sweetie" he said sitting his laptop aside . "Hey Dad" i said blankly . "Did you guys have fun ?" he asked . "Sure why not ? we went to the mall her and Samya got matching bears from build-a-bear . I got her some outfits they had lunch then they went to the park" "Oh okay . Sounds like fun . Hows Brittany ?" "Shes good" "Good to hear . You stayin here tonight ?" "Yea . Ion feel like driving all the way home" "Alrighty . Then" "Imma go give Lana a bath" "Alright . Thank you"

I walked out and went to the bathroom to start her water . I walked in her room and woke her up , i shook her slightly . "Lana" i said softly . "Uhh ... what ?" she said tossing and turning . "Get up . You gotta take a bath" "Nooo" she whined . "Yeess . Get up" she sat up . I went and turned her water off and she got in . I washed her up and she dried herself off . I put on some pink pajama pants and a shirt to match then she went and got in the bed . I walked to my room , I havent slept here in a while . i threw my phone on the bed . I walked into the bathroom connected to my room . I started the hot water . I took off my clothes and wrapped my long wavy hair into a bun . I stepped in the shower and let the water relax my body .

Today i felt so shitty and worthless . I thought me and him had something going . I thought he was different . Hes just like the rest of these dirty bastards . Thats why ion fuck wit niggas i just stay to myself when it comes to relationships , cause i always get hurt in the end . How could he show up with her after we did what we did ? How ? Why ? is all that ran through my mind . I began to cry . Why am i crying ? I tried to stop the tears from falling but the continued to flow out of my eyes . I wiped my eyes , more , and more fell . I never cry . What is this ? I think i might actually love him ...