Mad Love

Part 16~ The lost and found

You are to respect me Harleen
Sorry grams, but it's Harley Quinn ta ya
Another stab of pain sends my reeling.
Don't speak in such ways to me or be prepared to be punished. Now do as I say.
Ok I'm-"HAHAHAHA"-l..listening
I see your future and it does not look good. Beware dear Harley don't forget what I said or the ground will be your permanent bed. Your worst nightmares start to roam death in its wake. You will betray one of your most dearest friends. You will do many bad things. The three deadly sins will not be forgiven Harley Quinn. Death. Crime. Betrayal.
Wow lady that was a wonderful poem. I just loved the part bout this Harley chick. Poor sap doesn't know what's coming ta 'er
That was your prophecy Harley.-a very dark groan is heard-Harley I must go Joker is at the club the Laugh and Grin down two blocks. Go and I will meet you very soon. Goodbye for now.
Just like that the woman and voice were gone, almost like they never happened. The lady had disappeared and all I saw was dark grey Gotham. Everything was gone and I felt the emptiness in my heart without my Puddin set in. I get up and run two blocks down like the crazy witch lady said to. I almost slip due to my dripping clothes-what's left of them-. I turn into the alleyway and all I see is a brick wall. I run my hands over the brick wall confused. My hand hits a button and a secret entrance opens. Wow classy. With a soft screech of rusted metal hinges grinding together the steel door opens. I walk in to see My Puddin' talking with some guy.
"You left her there!?"
It seems to be one of his goons. I decide to see where this conversation heads.
"No-well yes, but she was a danger to my plans. I would watch that mouth Frost. I like you, but being my main goon does have limits. Remember your place."
I watch my puddin, so I hadn't noticed Frost.
"Well I'll be damned"
Frost was turned to me so I take that as my que to enter.
"PUDDIN!"
I run into his arms and he catches me. He looks at me with the weirdest expression. Lust? Hunger? Determination? I couldn't tell. Did he not expect me to get out? Of course he did this was all part of his plan! It had to be.
"Harley girl welcome home"
He growls looking at me with hungry eyes. Was it lust? I still don't know, but I knew the lion had to be fed soon. The question was...who was his prey?
"Ya silly willy! Ya knew I was comin it was all part of ya mastah plan right?"
I ask him slightly confused. He smiles at me and my heart flutters. Oh my Puddin is amazing!
"Oh Harley girl of course I knew. I was just surprised by your hair!"
He laughs and picks up a strand twirling it in his fingers. The tip was red and I can't help, but remember the red liquid I saw come from my eyes. My hair was died red from the blood, and I have to admit that was pretty cool. I noticed Mistah J lookin at me and I decide to have some fun.
"Mistah J...does this mean I am yours now?"
He growls at me and pushes me against one of the walls. Frost walks out silently obviously used to Joker and when he wants privacy. J starts kissing down my neck roughly and I let a small moan escape my lips.
"You are mine never forget that"
He stops abruptly and takes a step back to look at me.
"Harley girl now that I know you can have some fun there is just on itsy bitsy question. What's you card?
He pulls out a deck of cards and gets a queen of diamonds, a queen of jacks, a queen of spades, and a queen of hearts.
"Who are you my queen?"
I giggle and he lets out a maniacal laugh. Our laughs joined their hands in a sweet tune only our ears heard. It was like a drug, and boy was I intoxicated. I look down at the 4 cards and decide between the spade and diamond.
"Not those two"
I point to the heart and jack and he stuffs them in his silver jacket pocket.
"Diamond"
I say as I finally come to my conclusion.
"Why diamond?"
I laugh and respond.
"I feel like there is so much ta diamonds the world doesn't know bout. I wanna paint my image as a wild card ya kno?"
He nods and stuffs the remaining card of my pick, and hands me the queen of diamonds. I inspect it and decide I made the right choice.
"Welcome to show business Harley girl. Now let's get you something to wear. You need a costume to show the world who you truly are. Something that defines you"
I giggle and nod.
"What are we waitin for? Let's go!"
All of a sudden a voice in my head whispers, but it cuts through my thoughts easily.
He doesn't love you
Shut up yes he does
You are nothing more than a toy to him
I back myself into a wall while J looks at me expressionless.
"Make the voices stahp Mistah J THEY WONT STAHP"
He will never love you
You are not worth his love
Go die
Die
Die
Die
Die
Die
Die
J jogs over to me and lightly brushes my hair as he tries to calm me down. Man I love hi-"ARGHHHH"
"Shhh shhh now Harley girl they will silent any moment now just trust me"
I curl up on the ground and Mistah j picks me up and takes me to a room. He places me down on a bed and leaves the room. Why isn't he gonna"ARGHHHHHHHHHH"s...stay.
Because he doesn't love you
H..he doesn't l..love me?
"ARGHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAH"
Through all this pain I have the strangest urge to laugh my heart out.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
He doesn't love you
You aren't worthy of him
Die
Die
Die
Die
Die
I stumble off the bed my feet hitting the abnormally cold floor, but I didn't care. I could barley feel it. I run to the wall and bang my head against it. I'm gonna die... I come to terms with my face and the voices fade. They are still there, but I no longer hurt.
We will be back
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
I can't help, but laugh. IM ALIVE! The pain felt amazing. Mistah J walks in and I run to him.
"OH MISTAH J THANK YOU"
He pauses for a second and laughs. He lifts me up bridal style and walks me upstairs. We go down a corridor and I laugh. This was so creeeeeepy. HAH
"Hahahahahaha"
I see Mistah J grin from the corner of my eye and a sudden burning sensation hits me.
"Mistah J"
He turns down into a hallway.
"Yes Harley girl?"
"I burn everywhere"
He laughs. Although I don't see what's funny I laugh too.
"You fell into a vat of chemicals darling. Of course your gonna burn!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Let's go wash off the burn Harley girl"
I nod and giggle to myself happily. I finally got my Mistah J. The pain of my burning only intensifies and I swear I heard a sizzling sound emitting from my skin. Mistah J just laughs and opens a door. Inside marble touched everything in the room with its graceful fingers. It was wonderful! I giggle and Mistah J takes off my-no longer considered clothes-. He sets me on the edge of the bathtub, and I grip the sides sitting crossed legged on the edge. Mistah J takes off his jacket and slowly unbuttons his shirt. He fumbles with the buttons and I silently get up. I undo the buttons for him and we laugh together. I can't help, but stare at his magnificent body. Almost every inch of him was covered in tattoos, and I couldn't help, but wonder if I could get some. That's a question for another time. He noticed me staring and laughs. I trace his tattoos with my slim finger and he grabs my hand tightly. Every time he touches me it's like my skin is given new life. It was intoxicating.  He pulls his pants off leaving him in only a pair of gold underwear. I put my hand over my mouth as to not snicker, but I can't contain myself and I burst out laughing.
"Ni..nice und..undies Mistah...J"
I manage to speak between my laughs. I laugh even more and fall onto my knees. I don't understand why this was so funny, but I laughed. I laughed and laughed until my sides hurt. Tears sprung from my eyes as I held my sides. I see red drip into the floor and I already knew what it was. Just my silly old eyeballs dripping blood no biggie. He just mumbles to himself starring at me a grin on his face. It wasn't menacing, but it fell into the category of...emotion? Weird I thought he couldn't have emotions. He lifts me off the ground and carries me into the shower.
"Harley girl there is a side effect that will only last for an hour or too. You will think slot of random things are funny, so be prepared. Don't worry I remember when I first 'took a dip' in the old chemical bath."
He turns the nob that controls the water temperature to cold and the nob for what I'm guessing is the amount of water to use ? The water shoots out and J turns the second nob down. I was wrong it was pressure. HAH PRESSURE!
'HahahahahahaHAHAHAHAHA"
I can't stop laughing, and my sides were starting to hurt. I couldn't help myself. J comes back over and scoops me up. He walks into the shower and hugs me to his chest. His gorgeous tattooed chest. I snuggle into his skeleton Jester tattoo letting the freezing water engulf us. I drift off the sleep giggling a little as J gets me out of the shower and into a towel. He kisses my head to wake me up and hands me a towel. He plops me onto the ground and I wrap the soft maroon towel around me. The fabric was as soft as a cloud and I moaned slightly and quietly enjoying the warmth of the towel. Mister J picks me up again and I let me eyes wander to his biceps. They were slightly bulging from lifting me. My Puddin'.....
"We will worry about costumes tomorrow. Since the chemicals haven't fully effected you yet you still need sleep. When you are fully transformed you will barely need sleep so we can have fun together. The chemicals altered your resistance to pain, and now when you get hurt your response will be a laugh instead of a scream. One of the many perks"
Mister J explains to be and we turn into a room covered in graffiti which I found soothing. His bed was black with purple and green covers. The side of the bed had a fluffy black blanket, and luxurious pillows. It looked heavenly. He plopped me down on the bed and lay next to me. The lights were dim and I could barely see.
"I will sleep with you just this once ok? Tomorrow you will have your own room"
I reply with a weak yes too tired to be upset I wasn't gonna sleep with him every night.
"Mistah J"
I turn to him and he looks me dead in the eye.
"Yes"
I sigh and cuddle into him. He becomes stiff.
" Love ya Puddin"
He pauses then respondes.
"I Love you too"