Enjoy my amazing photography skills ^^. Mmkay so I just want to say thank you for 5 views lmao. It may not seem like a lot and it may seem pathetic but I'm happy. Oh and it's going to be from Tyler's point of view. Enjoy as always.
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I didn't feel good today. I felt, gross. Icky. Dirty. Josh woke me up at 2:37 in the morning, supposedly because I was having a nightmare. A bad nightmare. I don't quite remember what it was about, but all I know is that when I woke up, my nose was bleeding and I was all out of breath, my throat aching. Josh picked me up to run to the bathroom and stop my nose, me not being completely conscious.
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"Ty, talk to me. Are you ok? You seem out of it baby." Josh snapped me out of my thoughts, thankfully.
"I'm fine Joshy I just don't feel good." I decided to tell Josh, he would help me.
"Does your tummy hurt? Headache? What's wrong- I can make you feel better Ty."
"It's like a icky feeling. Not tummy ache but I feel, gross." That was true. I didn't know any other way to explain it.
"Maybe I can run you a bath, will that help?"
"Joshy I just want to snuggle. I'm really tired from last night." I couldn't go back to bed after my nightmare. I was scared that it would come back, what ever it was. I can't even remember.
"About last night Ty, wha- what were you having a nightmare about?"
Black pitch black.
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"Tyler! Tyler baby wake up! You passed out, and you are freezing!"
Passed out? I passed out? My head is pounding. I just want to feel better, I don't like this feeling. I don't like the feeling how it just feels like I'm laying here. Not in my skin, nor my bones. Just...there.
"Tyler Robert! You are so pale...please say something, anything."
"Joshy? H-how did I pa-pass out?" I managed to say something, it was harder to push out than to hold in. Especially when it feels like there are ten cinder blocks on my neck.
"I asked you about your nightm- I mean, about last night, and you just fell over. Onto the couch."
"H-he wanted you."
"What? Ty what are you talking abou- Ty not again. Is he back in your head? In your dreams?
"Joshy don't let him take you. Please." I remembered. I remembered the shrieking. The static. The blurs. He took Josh. He took him away to a bridge. I was helpless. I couldn't do anything. Just sit, pray, and scream that nothing will happen to Joshy. My nose began to bleed from how hard I was screaming last night. Everything is coming back. Josh was tied up on a chair. He was helpless. Helpless. Such a horrible word, but yet so innocent. I didn't want to remember what happened, but I couldn't. Everything came pouring out.
"Tyler it will be ok, know one will touch you or me. You don't have to talk about it Ty. Shhh everything will be ok."
I softly sobbed into the crook of his neck. I was now sitting on his lap with just sweatpants on, even though I'm freezing. Josh began petting my head and scratching up and down to the bottom of my back, up to my shoulder. I am grateful to have my Joshy. Just mine. He makes me feel better.
Like always.
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Wow, idek what to say about this. I don't know if it's good or bad, well knowing my writing, it's probably shitty so nvrmd.
Anyways, hoped you guys enjoyed. Don't forget to leave suggestions, and most importantly, stay alive|-/
