To Tame the Heart

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I woke up with my head throbbing so hard that it hurts very much. Pinilit kong bumangon pero nauwi parin ako sa pagkakahiga. Nilibot ko ang mga mata ko at nakitang nandito ako sa kwarto ko. Who drive me home?

Hindi ako makatayo dahil sa sakit ng ulo ko. Hang over is indeed sucks! Wala akong maalala kung paano ako nakauwi. So I checked my phone,There's messages from Isaac and Yana while the others are none. Maybe they are wasted too. Isaac ask me if I'm alright, he also said that he drive me home lastnight.

I decided to call him since I can't type, my head is hurts that I couldn't be able to reply him. Sinagot naman nito agad ang tawag ko.

" Oh! How are you cupcake?!" He playfully said to me.

I snorted.

"Thanks for driving me home Isaac. I only remember the part where we dance and after that I blacked out." Explain ko agad sa kanya.

"Ilang beses kong sinabi sayo na kapag wala ako huwag mong sobrahan ang alak na iinumin mo! What if I'm not there? Your friends are drunk too! What if someone take you ?!" Sermon nito.

"I'm sorry for being out of control okay?"

"Ang sa akin lang kapag alam mong tipsy kana then stop drinking. You know you black out when you're drunk. I'm telling these things for you! Kaya itatak mo sa isip mo ito!" Galit parin ito habang nagsesermon.

"I know. I'm sorry for ruining your night."

"Atleast you ruined his night too for puking on his shirt." Malayong sagot nito at humalakhak ng malakas.

"I puke?! Oh my God! To whom?!" I histerically ask.

Damn this is embarassing!

"Nah don't mind it. He deserved it anyway" Sagot naman nito. Isaac is devil.

"You're more devil than I thought Isaac!" I bluntly say.

"Oh believe me dear I'm better than that." Tuwang sagot naman nito.

I bid him goodbye after saying my apology to him. We didn't catch up that much because of my situation last night.

Tinawagan ko naman si Sir Erwin na hindi ako makakapasok at agad naman itong pumayag pero hindi ko na pwedeng gamitin ang day off ko na sana ay bukas pa and I agreed I know my reason is invalid but I can't move my body I might faint while serving food that would be a trouble. I also said my sorry though I don't know if I caused commotion last night. Sinabi naman ni Sir Erwin na okay lang wala namang nangyaring masama kagabi. 

Nasobrahan ko lang talaga ang alak.

Pati din si Yana ay tinawagan ko para sabihin na hindi ako makakapasok at my hang over's killing me. She said I wasn't the only one feeling it at nagtawanan kami. But unlike me, her hang over is light that she could go to work.

I brows my facebook and post.

I took many shots thinking I might be able to forget things that messing in my head but instead I got the worst hang over that I didn't foresee!

I logged out after posting. I sighed. I didn't realize that when I drink too much I black out and hang over will kill me after.

Like love.

That I'm busy loving him before even if I don't know where its going. I always focused to him until I didn't realized that he became my world and then he left me. I got no air to breath, I feel like dying.

We forget the other side for focusing to the  one side.

Now that I gained myself he has the guts to face me and act like nothings happen. How dare him look at me that way! I should be the one throwing him that sharp looks!

I'm still suffering from my hang over when someones knock in my door.But I can't stand so I let it that way.

"Baba kana raw sabi ni mama at kakain na." Mariah's said while entering my room.

"I know how hang over sucks I've always been there lately! Kagabi I planned not to be wasted again kaya kahit nasa bar na ako umuwi ako agad. That was eleven in the evening." She ridiculously said.

Humarap naman ako sakanya.

"But I can't sleep so I watch movies,since I figured out that you're out and the twins are asleep I watched alone."

"Tapos may kumatok at narinig ko si Isaac ang nag salita kaya I opened it agad. And I saw how messed you are!" tawa pa niya.

I rooled my eyes to her bago pa niya ako kantyawan sumagot na ako.

"Sa dami ng kwento mo walang nakatulong sa hang over ko! Tell mama I can't go down maybe later." Tumawa lang ito sa sagot ko.

"You're lucky mama's not the one who opened the door or else you're doomed!"

"I know and thanks for that" I answered her with sarcastic tone.

"My pleasure! Okay then I'll go ahead! Take medicine. See you later" Paalam na nito.

Mariah is so thoughtful and sweet girl.

The door open again.

"How are you feeling?" I know its Marshall

"Dying"

"You can't die in hang over sis!" Marco said.

Huminga ako ng malalim dahil sa lakas ng sigaw ni Marco.

"Is it heart that's hurting? or your head that's throbbing?" Marshall said it means.

"Brokenhearted ka sis?" Marco asks like an innocent baby.

"Bakit ba singit ka ng singit! Nitatry ko nga magpakaserious  guy sa kanya eh!" Iritadong suway ni Marshall sa isa.

Palipat lipat lang ang tingin ko sa kanilang dalawa habang nagtatalo. Hindi ako nakatiis kaya nagsalita na ako.

"Leave my room or I'll rip your heads?"

"What the fuck sis! With letter S! Does it mean pati yung ulo namin sa baba?! Madaming iiyak!" Natatakot na sigaw ni Marco habang tinatakpan ang down there niya na nagpasakit pa sa ulo ko.

"At tsaka ate you can't rip our heads kasi you can't even stand diba?" Marshall said a matter of fact

Hinilot ko ang sintido ko at sumigaw ng malakas bago ko ibinato ang unan. Tumakbo naman agad ang dalawa.

Magtatalukbong na sana ako nang bumukas ulit yung pinto.

"I said get o---" Sigaw ko pa sana nang makita ko si mama na my dalang tray na my pagkain.

"Mama ikaw pala iyan akala ko yung kambal kaya ako sumigaw" Pagdepensa ko agad bago pa niya ako sermunan.

"Naparami kana naman ng inom 'no?" Seryosong tanong nito sa'kin. I think she's not asking me. She's stating the fact.

"Opo pasensya ma. Di ko natantya"

" Hala sige, wag mo na uulitin kung hindi makakarinig ka talaga sa'kin. Oh heto sopas! Nandiyan din yung gamot na bigay ng ate mo para sa hang over daw, kain kana at maglalaba pa ako." Mahabang litanya niya

Nagpasalamat nalang ako agad at tumango naman ito bago lumabas. Tiningnan ko yung tubig kung malamig at nakahinga naman ako nang makita ko na may laman itong yelo. Siguro sinabi ni Mariah na malamig na tubig ang unang hahanapin ng may hang over.

Hindi ko naubos ang sopas na inihanda ni mama dahil pakiramdam ko isusuka ko rin ito kaya pinilit ko ang sarili kong matulog na lamang.