Chapter 5
Is he referring to me?
Napatingin ako sa screen sa gilid ng stage, at positive, ang security guard nga! Oh no!
Nag-froze lang ako sa kinauupuan ko nakatitig sa screen, hinihintay ang mga susunod n'yang sasabihin. Baka ipapahiya n'ya ako.
Wag naman sana Lord, nagsisisi na po ako. Naiiyak na ako.
5 seconds na katahimikan, 5 seconds ding tumigil ang mundo ko.
Hanggang sa nag-play na ang music. Nakahinga na ako sa wakas.
My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find my self believin' That I just have to see you again
Afraid for Love to Fade, 'yung version ni Christian Bautista ang kinanta niya. Napanganga nalang ako, ang ganda ng boses niya.
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I'm much too shy to let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
Wow! Wala akong masabi. Kung ganun palang may mag'dedicate sa'yo ng kanta pag nagnanakaw ka, magaakyat bahay nalang ako. Joke!
Like a child again I'm out and lost for words
How does one define a crush combined with longing
Longing to possess you, oh so dearly And I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you
Parang awkward na ata. Nag-e-enjoy ako dito na ang totoong pakay naman talaga niyan ay ang pakonsensyahin ako. Hindi para haranahin.
I can't let you pass me by I just can't let you go
Dahan-dahan at nakatungo akong bumaba sa mga bleachers.
But I know that I'm much too shy to let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words and displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
Sa wakas, nakababa na rin ako.
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say words to let you know
I would rather say the awkward words than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true...
Nasa lobby na ako ng gym at rinig na rinig pa rin ang boses n'ya. Aalis na sana ako, kaso may pahabol siya na nakapagwindang ng mundo ko.
Whoever you are, I will find you.
Lagot. Teĺl me, Am I in trouble?
