Him or Her? // Joshler

Chapter 2: Home

Josh and I performed our set at the festival, and afterwards we were driven to a hotel to stay overnight. We walked up to our room and set our stuff inside.
"One bed," Josh remarked with a smug smile.
"Great," I replied with that same smug look, "Well I call first shower."
I took a quick shower and got ready for bed, then exited the bathroom and climbed into the sheets.
Josh was sitting on the ground, leaning against the wall, probably Snapchatting. He had his shirt off and was still glistening with sweat.
"Dude, get in the shower", I said, throwing my wet towel at his head.
While Josh was showering, I texted Jenna and updated her on the day's events. Tomorrow is the day I get to go home and see her.
Josh came out of the bathroom in his boxers, soaking wet. He picked a shirt out of his bag and threw it on over his wet body.
"Every time...," I sighed, "When will you learn to dry off?"
"I could dry off," he said as he climbed into the bed, "but it's more fun to annoy you."
I hit him with my pillow.
We cuddle up, Josh as the big spoon (he's the big spoon most of the time). We always cuddle like this. I love it. He's so warm and he smells nice and his soft kitten snores are so cute. That's normal right? Guys can think their friends look cute and fuzzy when they're sleeping. Guys always get a warm feeling in their chest when they see their best friend.
"Love you, Ty," Josh mutters sleepily in my ear.
"Love you too."
And we drift to sleep.

The next morning we got up early to hit the road and drive home. The trip felt like it took forever, and around 10 pm we got home. Josh was dropped off at his place first and then I was taken home.
As we approached the house, I saw Jenna standing on the porch in her pajamas and a winter coat.
I climbed out of the car and ran to give her a hug.
"Jenna! It's freezing, why are you out here?!" I say as pull away from the hug.
"I couldn't wait to see you!" She said, giving me a kiss on the cheek.
We went inside and set off to bed.
As soon as she closed the door, she practically pounced on me, kissing me all down my neck.
"Tonight? Really?" I say, laughing.
"I haven't seen you in a couple months, what did you expect?" She smiles.
"I'm exhausted," I whine.
She gives me that pouty look, so I sigh and we continue kissing and begin undressing. 
She pushes me on the bed and rides me.
It feels amazing. Just as a reach climax a thought plunges to my head; Josh.
We finish and Jenna gets under the covers, and I sit at the end of the bed.
My heart is pounding, my hands are sweating, and my head is spinning.
"Tyler? Are you okay?" Jenna sits up and touches my hand, I almost flinch at her touch- but I stop myself.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm fine," I shrug and begin to crawl to my side of the bed.
"You don't look fine," She furrows her brow.
"Jenna, really, I'm fine," I laugh it off.
So we go to sleep, or at least Jenna does, as I still lie awake for another hour.
Why would Josh be in my head when I'm with Jenna?
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i didn't write much for tyler + jenna's fun time bc i want the detailed stuff to come in later ((;