It's all your fault.
I couldn't sleep at all last night.
Not jut because of the screaming of my parents,
But because you were on my mind.
I look at the clock.
It's almost the time that you usually come.
I feel anxious.
I remember your smile.
It relaxes me.
And it worries me.
I shouldn't feel this way.
I shouldn't.
But fuck....
You make me want to sin.
The bell from the door rings.
I look up, knowing it's you.
You walk to me, with that same smile.
I can't help but feel my own lips twitch.
I take your order, savoring your sweet voice.
I bet you have an amazing singing voice.
It's a slow day again.
I make your order.
I take it to you.
I expected a small thanks,
But instead you put out your hand.
I stared like and idiot at it.
You laughed.
God, it nearly killed me.
You took my hand and made me shake yours.
You stopped for a second and I knew.
You felt the shock of electricity like I did...
We stared.
I looked away first.
I let go of your hand quickly.
Your hands are so soft.
I look back at you.
You're staring.
Stop it, I can't breathe.
We talk.
I learn your name.
Hobbies.
You dance.
But that's not what you're studying.
You looked Sad.
Please don't be sad...
I don't push it.
I make you laugh.
I'm so happy I can cause such a beautiful sound.
I end up having to go back, there's a customer.
You have to go to a study session.
We part with a small smile and wave.
You're on my mind the whole day.
Now you're not just a face.
You're a face with a beautiful name.
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Damn, can you guess the ship?
