It's my day off today.
I usually love my days off,
But today it's different.
I want to see you.
I need to get my mind off you.
So here I am, in the library, at the quietest part
Trying to get you out of my head.
I feel the hardness of old poetry books underneath my fingers as I look through them
The smell of dust and slight mold in the air...
I smile to myself.
I pick a random one like always and walk to the farthest corner there is.
I sit, get comfortable and open the book to read
The first poem reminds me of you.
Talking about a love that shines so bright...
I groan, instantly closing the book and throw my head back...
I hear a soft giggle and my head snaps up again.
I know that laugh.
I look around and freeze when I see what I'm looking for.
It's you,
I stare as I watch you lean against the bookshelf and give me a smirk.
It gives me shivers.
You notice this affect and smirk more.
You pull away from the shelf and walk to me.
Stop, I have no self control right now.
You keep walking,
I lean back as if that'll help me get away.
My mind says to get away,
But my body craves you.
I need you.
You stop in front of me,
I then notice the schoolbag hanging over your shoulder.
Makes sense,
Someone as outgoing like you wouldn't be in such a place like this for No reason.
I finally look at your face,
You ask me why I'm here.
I lie.
"Just here to relax. "
I ask you the same question,
Although I already know.
But I just want to hear your voice.
We end up talking for a couple of hours.
It's unbelievable how seducing your voice and body is.
We end up parting ways,
Mostly because we got kicked out.
We were too loud.
As we say our goodbyes I feel sad.
I want to be with you more.
I watch as you walk away.
I watch and remember our conversations,
But also those movements and your voice.
As you disappear in the distance,
I turn and walk off to my home.
I think of you the whole way.
How amazing you are.
How smart you are.
How kind you are.
How handsome you are.
But mostly,
How badly you make me want to sin.
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