I met a guy while I was taking some class at college, he was my tutor. Ironically, I only got to talk to him once during the whole time the course lasted. It amuses me, I hadn't felt like this in some time. That feeling when someone demonstrates real interest in you, trying to figure you out. You know what's the best part? He likes my baby! We've barely known each other for 3 months, we have talked non-stop and gone out to places for an entire of those. It's so different. Getting to know someone after a hard time. I had forgotten what that felt like, I had also forgotten how it felt when someone wanted my attention and gave me theirs. I had forgotten how to keep calm even on the hardest of times. I had just forgotten how to live.
I already thought it through, even if nothing serious happens, I'm going to be happy I met him. Because of the simple fact that he made me forget how much pain I was going through. He made me realize how much things I was missing out while burdening over your abscence.
I now think all of our story, you and me, and I understand why God didn't want me with you. I understand why I wasn't for you. It's all because I deserved someone who gave me the same attention and affection I know how to accept and give back.
Thank you for making me fall and think you were the greatest in the world. Thank you for teaching me what not to do in life. Thank you for being the biggest example on what I will never teach my child to be. Thank you for pushing me over to meet such a great person.
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Letters To Him.
Любовные романыEven after we had a baby, and we broke up, I want to make these letters to this boy. I want to get rid of everything so I can learn to let go. This is to the boy I really fell in love with and had to go from my side. To the boy who totally converted...
