Oh God you let me find love in one way
You changed everything in one day
You gave it to me to pass it on
But only knew how to be a friend and a son
I gave it to a girl but love doesn't go with my name
I was pitiful but I wasn't ashamed
So I let those feelings go I left that part of me
I told You what will happen we shall see
I left it all at one unique place
I let it go what a gentleman disgrace
But I got me back
I got my friend back
It is of my back
I don't love any more
I won't love no more
But I got my friend back that I would die for
Now it's all past
I'm a human outcast
Oh God I didn't know that love can be a curse
When its in one way
I can't speak in a verse
This is what I can say
I was bleeding but I didn't die
My soul was screaming and it did cry
But that was the past
Now I have a friendship to make it last
I don't feel it no more
I tell you from my core
I feel like before
Before I felt love
I swear to You watching from above
