Is this darkness or just nothing
Hot flame here is my lightning
So cold it burns me, this cruel punishment
I just want to know by who it was sent
Cut me in million pieces
Kill me with dozens of diseases
I won't ever find my place next to Jesus
My angel looks like hell
Didn't I tell
I feel like crap
Maybe I forgot that I was angry not mad
Some of us are never glad
Cuz there's nothing worse when you describe the best with "had"
It's hard to start and hard to find but you want to bring I to the end
How can I ever have fun
When my smiles count as none
So hard it's breaking my bones
All fun and games more like sticks and stones
I am just lying down on the floor
Bad stuff came and I'm expecting more
I just realised... heaven has no doors
If I can't fly I should fall
I have memories and I'm keeping them all
I already hit the ground
Now God or Satan want another round
