Some time ago I was dying
Thanks to you I started breathing
But you took away my breath
I came so close now to death
One thing keeping me from changing
Now I'm protecting
It with my life, from scratching
Why are Cupids no longer matching
They are putting me on hold
They know I'll never fold
Love I no longer expect
Everything I have I'm here to protect
Hoping to have a similar hand
Surviving life, sinking in quicksand
Swimming up but falling down
Living in the open, walking underground
Don't have a pack, don't have a hive
Dreaming to fly but I can only dive
Finding a reason to stay alive
The only reason I am here
Is that I'm looking for a reason
I'm just a lonely deer
Antlers falling every season
Growing them back
I'm just surviving, I'm not a maniac
Dozens version of me walking alone
Finding someone for my empty home
I hear water passing
But I can't find salvation
Is someone testing
This complication
Diving in the flood of my tears
Avoiding not running from my fears
Breathing in and out from my scars
I'll be meditating underneath the stars
