I wish to go back to the basic
Cuz all this worrying is making me sea sick
It is really hard to take
Ever since your attitude started to be fake
I don't care if I die ass you see
The cake is a lie, I know just ask me
Hear me out then believe me
I'm sick of asking God to help me
My heart wasn't stolen
But who cares for the fallen
Now you left it alone
At least I wasn't on my own
Turning to a stone
There is no cure for the unknown
Wishes engraved in the night sky
You know that I can not cry
Walking on glassed ice
While burning from the sunrise
Scared but hoping for my demise
I saw too much lies
Is my fault
That I had to put my heart into a vault
I know that I'm sweet as sault
You can say that I'm this and that
But how can you forget
What we were
See me as a fallen angel or a lovely monster
Maybe I am worse
My life is no more than a little curse
Remember I'm always in this lifes fire
Why? Ask the Sire
No doubt you were the strongest flame
It's okay I don't blame you
Call me insane that's true
No one can annex me
Hope someone understands me
I don't know about our friendship
But I have a feeling that you mark me as R.I.P
I remember all moment we shared before
Do you even remember one cuz I want to make more
I'm losing my will to fight
Call the hellhounds I'll let them bite
Can you see that nothing is alright
I have stage fright but only know how to act
Maybe fiction maybe a simple fact
I'll let you sit in the front row
Feelings I did let go
But to give up on a friend I don't know
Cuz only dead fish go with the flow
How can I lose when I never had control