I am made from broken dark
In my mind lies a mark
How can I ever rest in piece
Cuz all of you see me as a disease
I am describing this hardly
I hear voices when I'm lonely
Some are friends with the devil
Some are better than angels
I'm sick of it but I'm empty
People listen to my words but God didn't sent me
The pain is next to me more than my best friend
Priceless memories, a lot of questions
God often sends rejection
But then he asks for confession
He didn't know when to stop messing
It's all better when I stop asking for blessing
Don't lie, don't ask for truth
You are waisting your fountain of youth
Life is just a long road
I guess I am walking again alone
Where to? Towards home
Jk I don't have one
Never started living but my life is done
Now when nothing is left
Just put me to rest
Cuz there's no heartbeat in my chest
Rest in peace? More like ripped in pieces
My life never had hugs and kisses
But I had to rip myself in pieces to stay alive
Even though I was tortured and I want to die
No heart, no hope, my soul can still cry
What people did to me the Devil says-"Oh my..."
I know I'm a big issue
But I still miss you
Is this the cursed destiny
To live just as another memory
I'm not praying to heaven, I'm not sacrificing to flame
Look into my eyes I'm just insane
Don't get me wrong
I believe in God
It's just that everything is clear as a fog
I don't expect you to understand
But please can someone give me a hand
