I should be happy that we're friends
Our connection will never end
Affection that I don't intend
Cause so much pain that I cannot mend
I should be happy that I'm in your presence
Even you don't know my essence
Maybe I'm that so dense
Watching you with someone else
I should be happy but I feel dying
Every night I hear myself crying
Because I've surrender without fighting
The one that I've been longing
The feeling I want to declare
For you it was just bare
All I could do was to stare
Because you don't know how much I care
My heart feel a throe
When I am in front of you
And you don't know I love you
That was the feeling I wish you knew
