#torment (sequel to #twinning)

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After I sang I ran off stage to Matthew squealing. He embraced me in a warm hug.

"You did amazing B! God you have the voice of an angel!" Matthew said while squeezing me tight. I giggled.

"Blake you did fucking awesome!" Hayes said coming up to me and giving me a hug. I smiled wide and hugged him back. Nash then came over and gave me a hug and I was stuck in between Hayes and Nash.

"Hey guys she's doesn't like the stop it." Matthew said trying to pull them apart. I just rolled my eyes at him. I pushed Hayes and Nash away from me.

"Dude you need to calm down, they know when they've pushed the limit so you need to calm down. I'm fine see." I said doing a twirl. Matthew just stood there stuttering.

"I'm sorry baby I was just worried." Matthew said taking my hands. He then stuck his tongue out at me and made me smile.

"Well thank you, but after show  stopper Shawn goes on we have to go back on again." I said. We all then went and stood next to the stage to hear Shawn, who was singing Mercy.

After he finished we all we invited back on stage. I walked onto the stage holding Matthews hand tightly. Everyone was cheering so loudly for us it made my heart feel all warm and fuzzy.

"So obviously you're all cheering for the most beautiful girl here, Blake!" Cameron said into his microphone and that made everyone go freaking crazy. I smiled and waved at the crowd.

"Well thank you Cameron. And I'm absolutely ecstatic to be here. I can just remember me being on stage as being some of my best memories as a teen. God I wish I still looked like that." I said chuckling. Everyone laughed a little too.

"I'd say you look even better now." Matthew said with a wink. I blushed and he crowd cheered and 'awwwed'.

"Well I don't even know what to do up here to be honest. Am I just supposed to tell you about my life?" I asked chuckling. Everyone laughed.

"Well we could do a Q and A?" Hayes suggested. I nodded and smiled. Everyone agreed on it.

"Okay so we are each going to pick someone to come up on stage." Taylor announced. So we all started surveying the crowd to pick someone. Everyone picked the most hysterical fans. But I picked a girl who was all the way in the back wearing my shirt.

"Okay so if we picked you come up onto the stage!" Carter explained. So the girls we each picked came running up onto the stage. But my girl simply strolled up on stage timidly. Once she was by the stairs I took her hand and nearly dragged her on stage.

"Okay so first everyone go down and say your name and favorite color. Oh and your hometown." Cameron instructed.

There was Alaska, Brielle, Eden, Faye, Gracelyn, Hallie, India, Libby, Nadia, Rosemary. And then my Girl was Millie.

"Okay awesome so now lets start back at the beginning with Alaska, so what's you're question beautiful?" Aaron asked.

"So. Um. A.  Can we meet all of your significant others and children if you have any?" Alaska asked. She was pretty much shaking. I looked over to see Millie rolling her eyes at her.

"Um, well sure. My wife is Meredith. and we have two kids they are twins. Bentley and Caroline. they are five years old." Cameron said.

"well my girlfriends name is Sydney. and she is pregnant with a baby boy." Taylor said.

"My fiances name is Natalie. and we don't have children now, but plan to have them in the future." shawn said excitedly. I giggled.

"well my wife is Holly, and I have an adorable little daughter Kylie!" Nash said. All of a sudden Kylie came sprinting across the stage. She then held tightly onto my legs. Holly came walking quickly, smiled and waved at the stage, before picking Kylie and bringing her off the stage.

"my gorgeous girlfriends name is Melody." Hayes said dreamily.

"Well I am married to Kendall, and we have a daughter. and her name is Eloise." Jack Johnson said looking over at Kendall on the side of the stage and waved.

"well my fiance um. died in a car crash last year. and um we have three kids. Jamie, Tilly, and Logan. They are all 4 years old, triplets in fact." Jack said with teary eyes and sniffled a little. I ran over and gave him a big hug before running back to my spot.

"My wifey's name is Rosaline and we have Brinkley and Jaden. both girls." Carter said with a smile and nod.

"And I am married to Ivy, and we have a little baby son Jayce." Aaron said with a nod.

"Well miss Blake is my beautiful girlfriend." Matthew said with a giant smile. I just waved at him.

Everyone else then went down the line and asked basic ass questions. I stood there with my arms crossed the whole time, and only sometimes I would smile. It finally got to Millie's turn to ask a question. She took the microphone and turned to me.

"This is a question just specific for you  Blake. Um. Well I have two actually. So one how did you handle all the hate for like being the only like for reals girl in magcon. And why did you break up with Jack Gilinsky?" Millie asked. My eyes just got wide.

"Well um. I didn't get much hate for being the only girl. I got more of uplifting comments. And people thought I was an absolute bad ass. But I did't think I was a bad ass, I thought it was just like hanging with all of my brothers. And by that I mean wanting to strangle them most of the time." I explained. Everyone nodded, but Millie she just shook her head.

"And, why did you break up with Jack." She asked. I sighed and looked at the ground.

"Well Jack and I just weren't doing very well after magcon. We never really saw each other, and I had school and he was out of school. He was just distracting me from something important to me which was school.  And we both agree we could date again if either of us felt like we wanted to. Like we could just hit each other up if we wanted, but generally like most things we drifted apart and that never happened. He then had found his beautiful fiance, bless her, and I had found Matthew. And so we never got back together." I explained. Millie just nodded, but had a look of utter disgust on her face.

"K whatever. but I am pretty sure everyone can tell that Jack still likes you though." Millie said before walking off stage, and the other girls followed her. I looked over to Jack to see his face bright red, he was even more teary eyed than before. He then ran off stage crying. I ran to go follow him, but Hayes and Johnson stopped me. And Kendall and Sydney ran after Jack.

"Oh my god what have I done." I whispered to myself. Hayes pulled me into a hug.

"This isn't your fault B." Hayes whispered into my ear. I nodded and I started tearing up and shoved my face into Hayes chest to hide my crying.