#torment (sequel to #twinning)

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Hayes walked me off stage, and Melody and Holly came to comfort me while Hayes ran back up on stage.

"What have I done. I have ruined everything for everyone now." I cried. I made my self into a ball. Holly kept rubbing my back.

"Blake all you did was tell the truth. And you didn't ruin anything, Jack just wasn't expecting to hear the truth okay. You didn't ruin anything. And you are just to cute to hate!" Holly explained. I nodded while rubbing the tears from my eyes. Melody took my glasses so I could rub my eyes.

"How about we go find Jack so you guys can talk this out?" Melody suggested. I shook my head.

"No, there is no way in hell I will do that." I said. Melody just nodded and kept rubbing my back. I just sat in my same spot while Holly comforted me for the rest of the show. Once it was over Matthew, Hayes, and Nash ran to me.

"Hey how about we do a Blake and Nash date night. You go get changed and we can find a good restaurant somewhere around here and then find something fun to do?" Nash suggested. And all I did was nod. We all packed up and went back to the hotel to relax until tomorrow when we would have the meet and greet. So Matthew and I went up to our room where I changed.

I wore an army green romper. My black toms. My jean jacket. My hair was in a messy bun, I redid my make up as it was before. Slipped my glasses on over that and then grabbed my grey hobo style purse.

I then waited in my room until Nash came and knocked at my door. After about a half hour of waiting Nash finally arrived.

"Oh my god what took you forever!" I whined while walking into the hallway. Nash and I then went outside and hailed a cab really quick. "So where are you taking me?" I asked Nash as we got in the cab. He chuckled at me.

"It's a secret." Nash chuckled before leaning up to the driver and quietly telling him where we were going. I sank in my seat and pouted. Nash rolled his eyes and rubbed my back. We then pulled up to my favorite restaurant in the whole world! The Cheesecake factory! I squealed in joy as I ran inside. Nash shook his head and chuckled at me as he followed me inside. We were seated fairly quickly since there were only two of us.

"So do you want to talk about Jack?" Nash asked. I sunk in my seat just hearing his name. I sighed.

"Well we are gonna have to eventually." I said quietly. Nash nodded.

"So like, why do you feel like it's your fault?" Nash asked. I took a deep breath.

"Well it's hard to explain. Because I just told my side of the story. And we didn't end on the greatest of terms. Because I wanted to be focused on school and my study's, but he did not seem to understand that. He always wanted me to be texting him, facetimeing him. only ever doing anything that had to do with him. And I was over it, I thought he might be able to understand that I have school, but I was wrong. He was to controlling. Him and Madison then dated and I went into a depression. But I realized that I don't need a man and he was no good for me. I was so much better when I realized that. And after I realized that Matthew and I reconnected and life was great." I explained. Nash was just nodding his head so he was able to soak in everything.

"Wow. um. I didn't know some of this. so wow. You could've came and talked to Hayes or I if he was becoming a problem. I am so sorry." Nash said. The waitress then came and got our drink orders.

"Yeah, but now that he is a widow and here I can tell he still has feelings for me, because he keeps trying to get closer to me and I don't know it is just weird to me." I said. Nash just kept shaking his head.

"Well I am so sorry. But lets not worry about that and lets worry about what is for dinner!" Nash said while opening his menu. I just giggled at him. We looked at the menu until our waitress came to get our orders. Nash got shrimp scampi and I got a spicy crispy chicken sandwich.

"But I just can't believe we are on tour again, and everyone actually came with." I said. Nash nodded.

"Yeah I was totally surprised. You know because I feel like there was a lot of beef going around lately before this started. So I am more astonished rather than surprised" Nash said. I nodded. 

After we finished dinner and our wonderful cheesecakes we went back to the hotel. It was pretty late at night so we went back up to our own rooms so we could get some sleep. I went and knocked on my door and Matthew came scrambling to the door.

"Oh B! It feels like you've been gone forever!" Matthew cried while picking me up and spinning me around. I giggled.

"It wasn't that long dude. So calm down you need to get a life." I chuckled. I then went and put on some pajamas. Matthew and I then laid in bed and watched TV for the rest of the night, but not to late since we had the meet and greet tomorrow.