#torment (sequel to #twinning)

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The next day Matthew woke me up at 3 in the morning. I groaned and put my pillow over my head.

"Wakey wakey Blakey. You have to go and get dressed. And then we will go eat breakfast, because we are leaving in like a half hour honey. And then we are leaving for North Carolina!" Matthew said quietly. I sat up slowly before grabbing my outfit I had set out the night before. I then changed, but it was very slowly.

I wore a pair of black leggings. A blue v neck t shirt with string things on the front. A pair of black Nike Roshes.  I threw my hair up into a messy bun. And then I grabbed my brown purse with gold detailing. And then lastly I slipped on my glasses.

I then shoved all my clothes I was wearing previously into my suitcase. Matthew and I then walked out downstairs with our suitcases. After the long walk down the staircase we walked into the lobby where mostly everyone was, and by that I mean everyone but Gilinsky. 

"Where's Gilinsky?" I asked while yawning. Everyone looked at each other awkwardly stuttering, until finally Kendall spoke up.

"He left honey, and he's not coming back on the tour." She said quietly. I felt my stomach sink with each word she said. I shook my head.

"No, why. Why would he do that?" I asked shakily.

"Oh Blake I think we all know why he left" Kendall said. I took a deep breath and smiled.

"How about we go get some coffee and stuff at Starbucks!" I suggested before walking out with my suitcase behind me. Everyone then joined me. I sat between Matthew and Cameron.

"I can't help but feel this is all my fault." I told Matthew quietly. He just shook his head. "What?" I asked.

"Well I could just tell he was a bad guy from the beginning. I don't know, he just doesn't seem right in the head." Matthew said, I just nodded. All of a sudden Bentley and Caroline, Cameron's kids, jumped up onto my lap.

"Hi guys how are you!" I asked them and they both giggled.

"Bentley I like your shoes." Matthew said, pointing at his red VANS. Bentley just smiled with pride.

"What do you say young man?" Cameron said. 

"Thank you Matthew!" Bentley grumbled, and we all laughed at him.

"Manners are the most important thing with them right now, Caroline is absolutely divine with them, but Bentley on the other hand. Not so much." Meredith, Cameron's wife, said. We all chuckled again. We then pulled up to the airport. We all ran in with luggage and a small child in hand. We then went through security and everything very quickly, once we did we all walked over to starbucks. I got in line quickly. I got a straight black coffee with a couple of creamers and a chocolate chip muffin.

Once everyone got their things we all waited for our flight to be called. Once it was, we all boarded and Matthew and I were seperated. I sat with Meredith and the kids, while Matthew was put with Taylor and Sydney.