#torment (sequel to #twinning)

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Matthew and I haven't really been feeling well lately. So Ethan and Paisley made the executive decision that we were going to live in a nursing home now.

Every Wednesday Jayden brought his wife and kids in. Paisley always came and visited as often as she could since she lived near. Jeremy lived in California, or maybe it was Nevada I can't remember, but he came as often as he could and always came for holidays. Ethan came every Sunday and Wednesday. His wife Laurel worked here so I got to see her all the time. She sometimes brought the kids in.

My brothers are here too. Skylynn isn't in an old people home yet so she visits as often as possible. But currently she's making the change of handing then entire company over to her children. So it hasn't been as often. But I get to spend lots of time with Hayes and it's really nice. Just like the old days. Will always showed us pictures of his baby grandchildren and it made me smile. And Ethan was just starting to have babies and he always brought them in.

But one day I just wasn't feeling very good. So I was very quickly rushed to the hospital and hooked up to lots of machines. And all my kids were in my room all the time.

Paisley's children were always there too. Her youngest, Kinsley always liked to sit next to me as I told her stories of my past. Paisley didn't like her sitting next to me though. She thought Kinsley would hurt me, but Kinsley wouldn't even hurt a fly.

Jayden's oldest son and Ethan's oldest son always came in with their girlfriends and Paisley's oldest daughter Scout and they would do my hair and makeup. It always brought a smile to my face.

But one day I felt it was going to be my last day and so Matthew made sure to give me extra hugs, kisses, and tell me 'I love you' a lot.

"Blake you are the hottest piece of ass on the face of this earth. God you are so gorgeous! What a babe!" Matthew yelled at me as he was being rolled in on a wheelchair. I smiled and blushed.

"Dad!" Ethan gasped. Matthew just chuckled and shrugged. I laid there on my bed and Jayden's 10 year old twins stood by the foot of my bed and begged for a story.

"Well what kind of story?" I asked.

"Oh my goodness I love the story about mom and dad tell us that one." Jeremy begged. I chuckled then started coughing. Ethan ran to my side. I then took a drink of water and was fine.

"Well we were in magcon. And I really liked making people mad. So I dated Matthew as a joke kind of at first. But then I realized oh I do like this boy." I said.

"I just thought she was the most beautiful thing on earth and I couldn't stop loving her." Matthew said while taking my hand. We both looked at each other and smiled. We finished the story and my kids kept on putting their input about how appropriate it was.

I then started to feel really tired. So they shooed all the little children out of the room. But my kids stayed behind and said their last goodbyes very quickly. And so did my siblings. I never thought I'd be the first to go. I always thought it'd be Nash from him doing something stupid.

Matthew stayed in the room with me as I fell asleep. He held my hand the whole time and kept giving me little kisses everywhere. And telling me he loves me. And all I could do was smile. I then felt really tired so I fell asleep. And didn't wake up that next morning.