Should I? [S4S Short Story]

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"Something I should be doing to you." She replied coldly.

She started smiling. Why the fuck is she smiling? This shit isn't funny, nor amusing.

"Jayla what the fuck is wrong with you?" I whispered. I looked into her eyes again and I saw something. I don't know what, but I think it explains her behavior.

"Baby, I want you and Marlee to be with me. W-We can go far away, and, and live in a nice house, and-"

"Jayla please.." I shook my head in disbelief. "Let it go. You had your chance and why would I let Marlee ever be around you?" I looked at her crazy. She seriously thinks I would let Marlee be around her. All the drinking, meds, swearing, and mental problems. Let's not forget she's considered a fucking molester and rapist.

"Christina I swear I never meant to hurt you!"

"lies," I said with no emotion.

"I know I did what I did and I wasn't in t-"

"Lies," I repeated.

"Christina please, I'm so so so-" I cut her off by punching the shit out her her. I'm tired of hearing the same fucking lies. All the bullshit.

She was down on the floor holding her nose, which I now think is broken. She looked shocked and hurt all at the same time, but I don't care.

"Lies! Fucking Lies Jayla! I'm tired of putting on a front of saying I love you, and I miss you, and all that dumb shit," I yelled. I felt tears fill my eyes. I'm tired of crying, but fuck it. "Jayla you hurt in so many fucking ways. You hit me, you made me feel less of myself, you cheated on me, flirted with bitches in front of my face and behind my back. Oh! You remember that time you butt dialed me and some bitch was yelling your name "oh fuck me Jayla, yes daddy right there!'" I mimicked that bitch who was moaning. "Oh and let's not forget the very next fucking night you got mad because I went out with a friend and you did the most heart-breaking shit to me." My voice started to crack.

"y-you.." I choked on my words.

I couldn't take and I finally broke down. I kept replaying what happened that night.

》Flashback《

"Thank you for a good time tonight Wes," I smiled at her and she chuckled. "Your always welcome baby girl." She grabbed my hand and walked me up to my porch. She let go of my hand and stood in front of me. It was an awkward silence, but she was just staring at me.

Minutes pass by and she snapped out her daze. I blushed immensely as she flashed me with her million dollar smile.

"If you ever need anything just let m-" We both snapped our heads to our right. 

We both spotted a white BMW, feeling  and hearing the loud music coming out of it.

"Shit..." I mumbled. Fear struck me and I had to get Wes away from here. Jayla would trip and kill me and her. "Wes you have to go, now!" I frantically pushed her off the porch. She tried to stop me as if she doesn't understand you have to go.

"Yo stop! Is this the bitch that laid her hands on you?" She raised her voice. I shook my head and ran my hand through my hair as Jayla's car came to a halt on the curb then a complete stop.  Jayla's small body emerged from the car and instantly I knew she was pissed. She had already been drinking and this just crossed the line.

My body shook slightly the closer she got.

Maybe she'll understand it's just a friend...

I can tell her it's my cousin! "Yea yea t-that'll work," My mind raced.