Should I? [S4S Short Story]

15

Chris

I walked out the house feeling very disturbed. I don't know what shit Jayla is on, but she has lost her damn mind.

I can't believe I had to come here and bring up my painful past with her, yet I still decided to care for her sometimes when really I don't have to give two shits about her. She didn't even care.

I do regret one thing...

Sleeping with Markie just 2 days after Jayla did what she did to me.

God I can't begin to speak on how it happened, nor how I reluctantly slept with another stud who was also born with the same genitals as a man, as well as Jayla.

Let me explain.

Markie was someone I knew for a while. She was a friend of a family member. Of course I never knew about her privates. At the time I didn't care.

We would talk and be flirtatious with one another. Jayla knew nothing of it. She knew of the toxic relationship me and Jayla had, but she told me it wasn't her place to interfere, although I disagreed, and that she didn't want any problems with Jayla.

After what happened that night I called for Markie to come over. It was a week before Jayla even came back to get her shit and moved to Alabama with her family, so Markie stayed a couple days. In the duration of that time, she comforted me and cared for me. Night after next we shared our first kiss. It proceeded into a heated make-out session.

She was hesitant because of what took place just two days before and because she was hiding the fact that she was born with a penis. When she showed me, I was alarmed for the fact being, Jayla was the only one I knew that actually had that condition but clearly I was wrong.

We ended up having sex.

To be honest on that night Markie made love to me. We didn't bother using a condom or anything. It was the best sex I've ever had.

It wasn't even a week later until I started throwing up, having weird sleep patterns, cramps. All types of things. I told Markie and we were back to what you already know.

She wanted me to get an abortion.

I didn't think Marlee was Jayla's because I had slept with Markie a day or two after. I can't say the timing of my conception was spot on with the date me and Markie had sex, but I never doubted she was Markie's.

I never bothered for a DNA test although Jayla kept asking to get one. Now that I think of it. Fuck it.

I turned around and walked back in the house. Jayla went upstairs so she had to be in her room.

I been over here multiple times before, I knew where it was. I opened it not caring wether or not she wanted me here. She was sitting on her bed watching Family Guy. Her mental state is probably back to normal again.

"Listen Jay-"

"Oh hey, when did you get here?" She asked looking at me. As much as I hate when this shit happens, I try my best to stay calm.

"Do you want a DNA test?" I was being forward with her. Since she is so hung on the fact that Marlee may be hers, then I'll pay for a DNA test for both her and Markie.