Nightmare

harm

Have you ever been in a position where it would be oh so easy to end it all? Where, if it weren't for the few people who you actually loved, you'd be gone in an instant?
That's the place I'm in right now.
I promised one of my friends that I wouldn't cut, wouldn't burn myself, wouldn't harm in any visible and/or noticeable way. It's times like this that that promise is very hard to keep.
I just want to end it all, to run away, and to go home. Home is where the heart is, but it sure isn't where I'm living.
My parents don't....no, they won't recognize how bad I've gotten. They're blinded by the fact that I have a "perfect" life. I just want to scream at them, but I can't because then I'll get in trouble and I won't be able to talk to my friends
I'm holding on, but by a thread. It's so hard. But I'll pull through, like I always do. I just have to breathe and not go to the dark place.
Bye