daniel howell imagines/preferences

Don't Go (fluff/sad) pt.1

Your POV:
You were laying in bed reading when your phone started ringing. You looked and saw it was your boyfriend of 1 month calling. "Hey babe" his voice rang through the phone. "Hey." You smiled. "So I was wondering, do you uh.... will you.... myparentsreallywannameetyousodoyouwannacometomanchesterwithmetomeetmyfamily?" Dan said all in one breath. "What?" You asked confused. "My parents want to meet you so do you wanna come to Manchester to meet my family?" He said slower. "Dan of course. What should I wear?" You asked. "Anything it's not like my parents will care." He replied. "Ok pick me up whenever." You told him. You said goodbye and hung up.

You started getting ready seeing as it was 3:30 and he would probably be here soon. You got in the shower and washed your (h/l) hair with orange scented shampoo and conditioner. Next you washed your face and body and shaved.

When you got out of the shower you had one missed call from Dan. You called him back to see what he wanted.

"Baby listen to me, you need to come to Manchester right now." Dan said. He sounded panicked. "Dan what's wrong." You asked. "You need to come to the hospital in Manchester. My brothers in the ER." He explained. "Oh I'll be there soon." You said.

You threw on a white dress with the sides cut out and some red converse. You really quickly dried your hair and left it down and natural. You decided on no makeup and grabbed your purse and ran out to the car.

Within about 3 hours you were there. You ran into the hospital and saw Dan in the waiting room. He looked up and saw you. He stood up and just looked at you. You ran up to him and gave him the biggest hug you could muster. "Do you wanna talk about it?" You asked him. "Later." He whispered. He sounded like he'd been crying a lot. He sounded... broken.

You and him and his parents waited for about 4 hours when a doctor came out. "Um parents of Adrian Howell?" He said. "Yes that's us." His mom said rushing over to the doctor. Dan grabbed your hand and guided you over to hear what was wrong. "He's suffered some small and some major injuries. His ribs are broken, he has a severe concussion, broken wrist and twisted ankle. We put him on pain killers and he's awake right now if you want to see him. But only immediate family only." The doctor said giving you a sympathetic look.

"Are you sure it's ok?" Dan asked you for the millionth time. "Dan. He is your brother. Now go. You need to see him." You said ushering him away.

"Hey you can come in now." Dans dad said awkwardly. He walked you up to the 4th floor. "So how long have you and Dan been together?" He asked. "A month." You replied. "My name is Chris." He said shaking your hand. (Idk if that's actually his dad's name it's just for the book). "Y/n." You said shaking his hand back.

When you walked in Dan pulled you onto his lap. "He got beat up." Dan said. "At school. I guess they were calling me a fag and gay and then Adrian told them not to call me that. They called him gay and a fag. Then they hit him. They beat him up. The doctor said.... he said that there's a 50%chance that he'll come out ok. There's a 10%chance that he won't come out ok. And there's a 40% chance that he won't make it at all." Dan said. You could see the tears that were threatening to fall. "It's ok to cry." You told him. "I know." Dan said blandly.

"Excuse me. I'm really sorry but visiting hours are over." The nurse said. You all walked out of the hospital. When you got home you collapsed on the couch. Dan Howell. Your boyfriend. His brother. Is in the hospital. You sat on the couch with your knees to your chest and just cried. You cried because you felt bad for him. You cried because the same thing happened to you when you were 14.

"Liam please don't go." You said pulling on your older brothers shirt. "Y/n I have to." He replied pushing you off. "Liam it's dangerous. You could get seriously hurt." You said. He just left the house not caring that you were now in tears. Liam had left to go fight someone. He said that it was important and didn't concern you. But that's the thing, you were concerned.

Hours had passed and Liam still wasn't home. When you heard the ring of your phone you jumped up and ran into the next room to get it. The caller ID said Liam. "Liam are you okay?" You breathed out. "Is this y/n?" A lady's voice came through. "Yes yes it is. Where's Liam? Is-is he okay?" You asked already knowing the answer. "Liam is in the hospital. You might want to call your parents and get down here as soon as possible." She said. You hung up and called both of your parents but neither of them answered. You decided to call your step sister to see if she could drive you.

After 4 rings she picked up. "Carrie thank god you answered." You said. "What's wrong you sound like you've been crying?" She asked. "You need to come pick me up. Liam's in the hospital." You rushed. You heard the jingle of keys and then the line went dead. 15 minutes and Carrie was at your house.

"What happened?" She asked while driving. "I don't know. Liam, he said that he had to go. I asked him where and he said that he had business to take care of. Obviously I knew he was going to fight someone. We argued about wether he should go or not. In the end he ignored me and left. Then I got a call saying he was in the hospital and my mom and dad aren't answering their phones and I'm really scared Carrie." You said sobbing now. "Hey it'll be okay. Liam will be fine I promise." She said taking your hand. "I know you're trying to help but you can't keep a promise like that." You said.

Once you got in the hospital you ran to the front desk. "Liam y/l/n." You said to the secretary. "Room 114. Are you two family?" She asked. "Yes we're his sisters." You told her.

"I'm not his real sister." Carrie said as you two jogged around trying to find room 114. "Well do you really think she would have let you see him if I said you were his step sister?" You replied. "Here it is." Carrie said. You raised your fist to knock but it opened. A doctor stood right in front of you guys. "Um-I'm um... I am uh." You struggled to form the words to say that you were his sister and needed to see him. "We are Liam's sisters. Can we see him?" Carrie said for you. "Yea. But I'm telling you now, its bad. And he probably won't have much time." The doctor said and then walked away.

"Liam..." you said quietly while walking in. When you saw his body hooked up to all sorts of machines and his body wrapped in gauze in different places, you broke down. You ran over to him and held his hand. "Liam, please answer me." You pleaded. You could hear his heart rate going down. "Liam stay with me. I need you to stay with me." You cried. "CARRIE GO GET A DOCTOR!" You screamed as his heart rate was almost completely dead.

About 5 or 6 doctors ran in and pushed you out of the way. They got out that's big machine that shocks you to stay alive. "CLEAR." There was a buzz and then nothing. They did this about 4 times before his heart stopped completely. "Time of death, 13:05." One of the doctors said.

Your whole world was spinning. You felt like you were going to throw up. You sunk down to the floor screaming and crying and trying to see him but Carrie was holding you back. "It'll just make it worse." She told you. "It'll make it worse." She said again. Liam was dead. Your brother. Dead.

Carrie drove you home and when you two walked inside your parents were sitting there. Your mom and dad and stepmom. "Thanks for answering your phones guys." "Sweetheart, we were in a meeting, is Liam okay?" You mom asked. "No he's not, in fact he's dead." You replied coldly. Your mom stood shocked for a minute. Then it hit her. Her son was dead. She crumpled to the floor with silent tears running down her face. "D-dead? Are you sure?" Your father asked you. "I watched it happen. Even ask Carrie." You replied. "Carrie sweetheart, is he really dead?" Her mom asked. Carries mom was the only one not crying.

You, Liam and Carrie had always been close. But now that Liam is dead... wow. He's dead. He died. Got beat to death. You slowly walked up to your room, ignoring the calls of your family to stay down with them. You walked into Liam's room instead. You picked up his baseball bat that he keeps in his closet and examined it for a minute. You then held it over your head and swung it at the wall, then the window. And pretty much everything in his room. You had broken everything. You dropped the bat and slid down the wall, crying as feathers from his bed flew all around you.
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Hey y'all, so that was sad, I'll admit it. Next chapter will be happier I promise. So yea that's about it. Byeee