growing up

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"said I'm done with all of my fake friends, self righteous pawns in a losing game"

For some reason, I feel like I am the only one who is mentally growing up. Everyone around me is so caught up in pathetic drama while, even though I have no plans, I am looking to the future. I'm thinking logically and trying to dive into adulthood, while everyone else is making up unrealistic plans.

This is great for me, but also can be dangerous. Dangerous because while I'm growing up, everyone around me are still in the same place, watching me leave. They all know, they just don't want to say anything.

Then there are the people who have flown past me and are already sorting out their lives. They're understanding things in adulthood.

These 2 different types of people are both drifting from me. I can't slow down, but I can't catch up either.

I just hope I can find someone in the middle.

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