I Think I Fell Inlove With A Fuckboy

22.Poison

I gasped as I felt Nick's touch. His fingers slid down my back, where he knew turned me on most. He placed kisses on my neck, leaving marks I didn't want off any moment from now. He whispered,
"Gosh May. You smell so good. You taste oh so good and I love you" I smiled and turned to look at him, his sparkling eyes dark with lust. All of a sudden he frowned and hit me so hard. It wasn't the type to turn one on or to give her pleasure...
I cried and begged him to stop— but he didn't.

"Wake up May!" Mom screamed and I woke up
"Mooom you're hurting me! Argh!" I forced myself off my bed and dragged myself to my bathroom.
It was all a dream...I frowned
Wow. Such a nice way to start my day. I wonder why she woke me up
I remember being on vacation or something of that sort

I took a glance at my clock, 10:42pm
I slept throughout the day??? How did that happen??
Geez

I don't even know why I'm panicking
I have nowhere to go

A motorbike revved from a distance. Nick.
I ran to my window
He looked so darn fine
I was weakened by the sight of him
Just then he looked in the direction of my window and saw me!!
I ducked almost immediately and counted to ten

One...two...three...four...five...six...seven...eight..nine...ten.
I jumped right up and sprang back
How the hell did he climb up to my window in 10seconds???!?!

He opened my window and stepped into my room. I walked back as he walked towards me
"Nick" I whispered
"We need to talk" He said, still walking towards me
"W-we have nothing to talk about" Geez why do I act like this??
"What's wrong with you? Us? Our friendship?"
"I don't mingle with people like you" I spat, "People who hurt others and sleep around like stray bitches"
His face looked oh so innocent. I knew what I was doing to him. I was hurting him. But I didn't care. He hurt me most. Every single thing about him causes pain.
"May I apologised for hurting you. Delilah is a thing of the past, a mistake"
I chuckled, "That was so cliché and oh so old, even for you" I rolled my eyes
He smirked and walked closer, leaving us a few inches apart.
Why oh why does he do this to me??
"You want nothing to do with me?" He continued, and I nodded, weakened by his closeness, "then why did I catch you gawking at me? Stop faking it May, you want me as much as I want you" He stared deep into my soul, "Stop pushing me away May...I'm giving me to you. And believe me you...I never ever did that for anyone..." He paused, "Kiss me."
I stared at him, my eyes pleading with him to leave me alone. I wanted him too
But he wasn't good for me
He was like my poison...and he was about to be the cure

I pulled him closer into a ravishing kiss. I kissed him like I was his wife who waited for him as he went for war. I kissed him like that was my last chance to make love to his lips. He hungrily kissed me back, not trying anything. He feared that I'd break the kiss.
I cried as I kissed him. He hugged me so tight, "You want me just as much as I want you," he whispered into my neck, I gasped, "Don't leave May. Don't go back there...Don't leave me...I'd die without you"
I cried. I knew he was lying to me
And that's what hurt most
I knew he toyed with Delilah and I knew he would leave me in the same fate as Deli if I go on with this farse.
I pulled away from him and ran into my bathroom.
He chased me and stopped in his tracks when he heard the door click shut.
He slid onto the ground, "Come out May...we weren't done"
I avoided him
Maybe he'd leave if he felt ignored

And just like I predicted, he went away.

A/N
Sorry, I had a bunch of tests at school so I had to learn and all...
But I'm back!😀