I Think I Fell Inlove With A Fuckboy

13.Goodbye Nick

I knocked on the door to the patio. I didn't want to walk in and find mom doing something completely ew.
Yes,  one time when I walked in on mom touching herself.
I was shocked. And I didn't know exactly what she was doing at the time
But now I do understand
Dad is never home
She has needs
And I guess touching herself is better than bringing another man in...

"Come in" I walked in and realised she was panting... Gosh mom,  you have a room
I shook my head,  trying to shake the thoughts away
"We need to talk mom. And I think you'll be glad to hear what I have to say" I began. She nodded her head as if motioning me to go on with what I had to say,  "I want to go to a Boarding School"
She stared widely at me.
A few years back I threatened to kill myself when she and dad proposed that I go to boarding school because I was failing miserably in almost every subject.
That made me sit up and now Nick has arrived,  making me go back down
I wasn't gonna let that happen
"Why's that?" She asked.
"I just want to move away for a little while. You should be happy. A few years back this is what you wanted"
"You want to think about it a little? If you are trying to ran away from a problem at school,  just let me know okay? There are so many other schools you could attend"

"No mom. I've thought about it enough. I want to leave. Please make the arrangements and don't worry about me throwing tantrums later... It's not gonna happen" I got up and walked out

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Today's my last day at Paleview High and I'm feeling different sorts of emotions at the moment
Who am I kidding? I barely made any memories
Well, apart from that time when some really bratty girls embarrassed me infront of my then crush,  Duke
Then another time when I slept walk in class and gave my teacher a wedgie while he wrote on the board
That got me in detention class for two reasons:
1.  For sleeping and
2. For giving him a wedgie
There are many more memories... Most of em being utterly disgusting
Like when I sneezed out the spaghetti I ate
                    ~*~*~*~
"Jenna. I need to speak with you for a second" She was with her new 'squad'
*sigh*
She turned around,  about to spit out nasty words at me like she now does to every geek... What happened to my bestie?  *sigh*
When she realised it was me her facial expression changed
Maybe she missed me?  Nah I don't think so
I was boring I guess

She signalled her friends that she would be back and walked away with me
She posed once we reached the end of the hallway
Boys checked her out and I must admit, I checked her out myself
She was in her favourite Jimmy choo's and wore a mini dress that showed off her now smooth legs and exposed her boobs
I became shy all of a sudden. I stammered,  "Um,  I'm M-May"
"I-I know who you are," she teased
I breathed out,  "I'm sorry for bothering you" I turned to walk away but she grabbed my arm
"What's wrong?" For a moment I thought that was the old Jenna
I knew she was still caring on the inside
Score!

I looked down. Telling her the news was harder than I thought
"I'm leaving"
She looked at me,  not understanding what I just said
"I'm leaving PV to go to a Boarding school in another country" I breathed out
She stared wide eyed
I bet I saw a tear escape her eye
"Why?" She whispered. She looked so vulnerable, I could have just hugged her
But I didn't want to send her Icon perfume away with my Axe scent so I kept my posture
"I-I can't take it anymore... And I need a fresh start... " I looked up at her to see that her eyes had turned red
She was holding back her tears
"I thought you wouldn't care cause well,  you have new- better people to hang out with"
She broke into tears and pulled me in for a hug
I hugged her back,  tight.
I couldn't hold back the tears either and we just cried into each other's arms for what seemed like a lifetime
She pulled back and looked at me, "I'm so sorry for everything M-May... I-I'm sorry I bailed out on you. I-I" she let out some more tears,  her face turning as red as the lipstick she wore. Her mascara had gotten smudged because of all the tears she let out... I was touched
"I am a bad friend",  she continued, pausing for a while after she said her last statement,  "I'm sorry" she opened my palm and dropped her favourite charm bracelet she made herself
She cherished it so much
"Remember me when you go"
She turned and ran off, probably to go and wipe all traces of vulnerability in the washroom. I cried a few more minutes and went the other way
I just ran. I didn't exactly know where I was heading to

After running for a while,  someone grabbed me
I turned around to see Nicholas staring at me with worry
"What's wrong?" He asked calmly
"L-leave me alone" I tried to stable myself
I hated the fact that he saw me this weak
"No. Now let's go find somewhere to sit and you are gonna tell me what's wrong. I'm not taking no for an answer"
I gave up and let him lead me to the gymnasium
It was empty,  as usual
We sat down on a bench nearby and he waited for me to start speaking
I hesitated.
"I'm leaving PaleView... "
"Explain"
"I'm going to a boarding school outta town" I heard his heart break
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂okay maybe I'm exaggerating a little too much
He stared at me a while longer,  trying to find words
I let out a soft laugh,  "You don't need to fake anything. I know you won't miss me"
I got up to leave and he pulled me back down- to his lap instead
I froze.
"I swear I'll miss you... And this is to prove I will" His lips met mine and he kissed me as tender as he could... I was going to miss him too and I just realised that
I wrapped my arms around his neck and straddled him
We kissed as if we were a couple and I was going away from him *chuckle* I wish
He pulled back after a while and caressed my cheek
I blushed and this time I didn't seem to care at that moment
He smiled and I could see this glint in his eye that he had never,  ever shown me
So there's a sweet Nick in there huh
His arms left my body and moved to his neck
He removed the necklace he always wore and placed it on my neck
It had a silver star charm on it...
I was speechless
Did he just give me his most treasured necklace?  I mean yeah,  with Jenna I wasn't really surprised but with Nick ?
He realised the shocked look on my face
"I got this necklace from my dad. Before he walked out on my mom and I... It was too big for me back then so my mom kept it from me till I grew big enough to have it on. It's the only thing my dad left for me and I want you to have it" He giggled, "Shit when did I get all lovey dovey" I smiled at that...
We just kept smiling at each other till I felt the urge to crush my lips against his. So I did
We kissed so hungrily this time
Gosh he was the reason why I was leaving,  Why did he have to pull this stunt now

He pulled away and this time there were tears in his eyes
My heart broke
"You don't really have to leave May. Whose life would I make a living hell?" We both laughed at that and I got up on my feet
"That shouldn't be my problem" I turned o walk away and stop mid way
I contemplated running into his arms just as he got up
Oh whatever
I ran into his arms and hugged him so tight
"I'll miss you Nick... I really will" He hugged me tighter and planted a kiss on my oily bundle of hair
"I'll miss you even more,  May"
I blushed into his chest and I felt his heart skip a beat

A/N
Omg I'm tearing up... Who knew Nick could get this soft... I really miss my crush right now
How I wish this could happen to us
Hope you enjoyed cause I sure did
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