I Think I Fell Inlove With A Fuckboy

25.Fool Me Once, Shame On You.

Even though I didn't want to hear a word of what Nicholas had to say, I stood there, silently hoping for an explanation.
It felt like hours and he had not said a thing.
Delilah feigned a yawn and stepped right in front of me.
"Well, if he isn't going to explain things, maybe I will," she paused, "Nick-"
Just then he sprang up
"No Deli, wait. I can explain things. It's just plain and simple," he turned to me, "I don't like you, I never did and I never will. I only felt pity for you."
I froze, tears forcefully making its way down my face, making me look more horrible than I already did.
I looked into his eyes one last time and saw the truth in them. He really never liked me. He only used me.

I turned on my heels and ran. I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. Well, that wasn't as fast cause my legs felt wobbly and the tears in my eyes made it impossible to see anything.

When I finally got home I ran to my room and locked myself in. Thankfully no one saw me in the state that I was in so I cried in peace.

I still had a few more days before school and I planned on spending my time locked up in my room.
I rushed to the kitchen pantry and grabbed a bucket of icecream and three bars of chocolate.

I ended up watching a whole season of Pretty Little Liars.
Just when I was about to lay down and cry myself to sleep, I got a text from Ethan.

Ethan x👻: Hey!

Me: Ethan...it's been a while😔

Ethan x👻: Why that emoji? What's wrong???

I told him what was going on between Nick and I and it took him under a second to get to my window.
I let him in.
He was beyond angry. I didn't know how to describe it. He looked like a time bomb ready to explode!

"Why would he do that to you?? I don't get it!!!" He shouted.
"I don't know okay!" I screamed back and then whispered, "I don't know..."
He seemed to calm down after.
We both sat down on my bed as he watched me cry my heart out.

"I feel so helpless right now... " he said
"Don't worry E, today's the last time I'll ever shed tears for an arse." I wiped the last teardrop that escaped my dull eyes and then turned to Ethan,  "Thanks for coming" I chuckled,  "But tell me... Are you Flash or something?  Cause you got here so quick"
He laughed,  "Okay so maybe I was already on my way to your house.. "
He smiled shyly and he looked so cute
"Why don't I like you instead? " I said out of the blue.  "I mean you're cute," I touched his face softly,  "You have the cutest blue eyes, " I moved closer to him,  "And you care about me" He looked intently at me
"Did you uh, spike your icecream with some rum?" He laughed nervously
I chuckled,  "Please,  don't ruin the moment... Just kiss me already!"
He pulled me closer and kissed me.  It felt good
He took his time with me, giving my tongue way to explore his mouth when the time seemed right.

He pulled away a little too quickly —and early!
"You are just feeling a lot of emotions at once,  May.  I don't want you to feel any regrets later.  Cause even though I hate the fact that you like Nick, there's no denying that even after all he did to you,  you still like him" he got up,  "Get some rest. I'll talk to you later"
With that,  he was out of my room.

Well,  maybe he was right.